Every meek needs a kola..

Pour out

Jazz: I couldn't believe Lola old mean ass had showed up growing up she was a motherfucker she didn't like me and the feelings was mutual. I just didn't understand how she been m.i.a for 11 years and all of sudden back it just wasn't sitting well with me. Once kola came back in she ran up the stairs i went behind her. Bestfriend open the door I Said as I knock on the locked door. Please just go away she said. No open the door. She finally open the door. I didn't say none all I did was hug her. Jazz this is so crazy none thing in my life is going right. I know bestie I know we gone get threw this. 11 years and she decides to show up? For what? How did she find me? She miss out on everything graduation,prom,my kids birth 11 years of their birthdays and Christmas she wasn't there for my tears I needed her she gave up on me because I made a mistake what I did was a mistake but that mistake turn out to be the biggest blessing ever in my entire life I love my sons with every breathe in my body . I could never be the type of mom like her she stayed by everybody side except mines I could never forget that. I listen as kola poured all her feelings out. My mom died when I was 4 in a car accident. It was hard growing up with out her I just wanted that type of relationship like I saw jamy and Jada have every since I met them I admire their relationship. But my granny did a damn good job raising me. Kola it's been hard for me to in this cold world with out my mom I understand your anger. But your mom didn't just up and leave you it's different. You right but no matter how many times I ask god why did he take my mom?why did she get in that car? Why didn't she stay home with me that day? No matter how many questions i ask god she's still not coming back your mom is still here I'm not saying what Lola did was right cause god knows she was wrong I'm saying u have to talk to her all these questions u got for her can finally be answered cause my questions can't. I love you jazz kola said resting her head on my shoulder. I love you more bestfriend. The room was silent for about five minutes my iPhone began ringing I looked at it and it was the hospital calling I quickly answered. Hello I said. Hey this is nurse Mitchell I'm calling to inform you that patient Mark Jacobs has open his eyes. Oh my god I said shouting oh my god are you serious tears of joy instantly took over me. Yes mam she said. Thank u so much nurse Mitchell I'm on my way I hung up the phone. What is it jazz kola said. It's mark he's open his eyes! Oh my god that's great kola said hugging me. You have been here longer enough go see your man kola said.