Every meek needs a kola..

swazi: not easily broken

Swazi: I lost the baby I didn't know how to feel I mean Yeah I didn't want it but loosing my baby like that wasn't right. I was still in pain cash went ghost but made it clear that If I told anyone I was dead. I didn't have nobody I haven't talk to my father in years I didn't even know If he still lived in Philly. I didn't care he couldn't save me no one could. My Auntie Sophia had Went crazy on me telling me i need to be a better mother but i was trying this was all so new to me.I was tired of going threw pain it was terrible the pain cash caused me I don't even know how I survived it. I thought about my baby she deserve better I don't know If I was it for her shitd I almost died infront of her this wasn't the life for me I was weak I hated feeling like this. My car was parked. royal was sleep in her car seat. I took a deep breathe before Getting out the car. I watch as Kola was taking her bags out her trunk once she heard me cock the gun she drop her bags. Don't make a sound I said.