Every meek needs a kola..

rebuilding

Kola: I finally found out where lola and my sister and brother was staying it was in this cheap ass hotel OMG this place was a straight dump. I knocked on the door. Lance open the door. I was so Happy to See him. Hey baby I said hugging him. He hug me so tight I knew he missed me. even after 11 years of absence the love was still there Come in he said. I walk inside the place was a lil better than I expected but still wasn't where I wanted them to be lola was on the couch Lina was on the floor. This place looked horrible. Kolaaaaaaa Lina said jumping up and giving me a hug. Hey baby. Sis can I come home with you I can't deal here please she said begging me. Of course that's why I'm here. I have a huge basement for you guys I been away from you guys for 11 years. Lance and Lina wasted no time getting their things..Kola we need to talk lola said. Look lola I have nothing to say to you my words came out just how I expected them too. Excuse you but don't get it twisted I'm still your mother and them are my kids. You throw that mother title up Alot but it means nothing if u aint a good One. Oh so I'm a bad mother now Kola Denise Carter u gotta One more time to disrespect me dont walk in here like you doing me a favor. Oh please believe that I'm far from disrespecting you lola we grown u wanna talk Okay let's talk 11 years you have been gone I have been threw so much but guess what I'm good I made it this far with out u I'm a strong woman and lola I thank u though and im doing them a favor cause i will never turn my back on people i Love. Kola u disappointed me u got pregnant at 15 how was I suppose to tell my friends you knew I had a repututation. U was my golden child I had the Most highest pride for u I wanted u to be a lawyer and u Let me down. Are u serious this was about a reputation u was too worried about what your fake ass friends would say I still graduated I still attended two years of community college I still got my associate degree how About that Yeah I might not be a lawyer but that was never my dream I wanted to be a nurse but after having my sons it was too much but I am following One of my dreams I got my own boutique and I'm not done Yeah I made a mistake but that turn into a blessing and u should of never turn your back on me. I'm sorry Kola im still your mother i still want to be in your life.I'm so tired of that word I'm so tired of people saying that too me it's too late for you to play mommy to me but Lina and lance still needs you so I'm taking them home with me so you can get your stuff together because they deserve better I watch as they had their bags in their hand they hug and told her bye and left out the door i passed lance my keys. Dont drive off in my car i said joking with him. I watch as they walk to my jaguar. I was on my way out the door.Kola she said. I looked at her. Before u go I need to tell u some. What is it. Your the first person besides my Bestfriend I told. I looked at her I wanted to know what she Was about to say. I got cancer Kola. My heart drop to my stomach..