Every meek needs a kola..

I want it all back....

The next day: I was at home chilling just smoking I had the crib to myself. The boys was still with kola. I was stretch across my King size bed. When My cellphone rung it was missy a old friend of mines. Wassup I said. Wassup is that's all i get nigga she said. Here you go I said to her. Whatever she said smacking her lips. I know U ain't call me to smack yo lips. I sure didn't I call to tell you that I saw your girl at dinner with this fine ass tall light skinned nigga. Hearing kola being with another nigga made my fucking heart drop I couldn't even front I was straight salty. Man who told you this shit I said trying to hide my anger. Ain't nobody tell me shit I saw it with my own two eyes. I was at the Chauncey palace with my girls. When I saw your girl all over this nigga. Whats your purpose of telling me this? I asked her. What u mean I just thought u should know. Well good looking I said to her. So what do I get she said. What u want? Some dick of course . Missy you a trip I said. Meek I'm serious she said. I gotta go I said. Before she could say some I hurried up and hung up me and missy was cool but I wasn't even on that with her hell yeah she was fine but I"ll pass. My mind went back to kola. Who was the nigga she was with? Did she really like this nigga? Did she fuck him? He'll naw I know she didn't she love me to much to fuck another nigga I had all types of thoughts in my head. I didn't know I just knew my fucking head was all fucked up. My thoughts was interrupted my cellphone. It started ringing again. I thought it was missy again but It was kola. Hello I said into the phone. Can you open the door me and the boys are outside. Here I come I said hanging up my phone. I got out the bed and walked downstairs to open the front door. I open the door and spoke to my sons. They spoke to me and went upstairs to unpack their bags. Meek we need to talk kola said. She came in and closed the door. I just wanted to tell you that I'm moving into my own house next month it 3 houses from jazz. It's a nice house 3 rooms so when the boys come over every week they can have their own space it's none thing compare to this but it will do. If she wanted me to be happy go lucky for her I wasn't. I know i sound selfish. Are you fucking that nigga kola I asked her. What the fuck meek are u spying on me or some she said. Answer the fucking question. I'm a grown ass woman How about mind your business she said. I wanted to smack the shit out of her but I never putted my hands on her. Kola u just gone give up 10 years? I said to her. Oh no do not play the fucking victim meek she said yelling. I have been here for you for 10 years you the one who fucking did this to our family. I fucking give up so yes I'm walking away she said. You walking away I said getting mad. If it's this easy for u to walk out then you never really loved me I said yelling at her. I knew she probably would be hurt from me saying that but hey that how I felt. You know what meek fuck you she said leaving out the kitchen. She walked up the stairs. I followed behind her. She walk into the bedroom. I'm just getting a couple of my items. I closed the door. I watch her grab some clothes. Kola! I said to her she ignored me kola!! I said. She just kept stuffing her clothes into her large loui Vuitton suitcase. I never loved you right ain't that what you just fucking told me after all this shit you put me threw nigga you got a lot of fucking nerves she said angrily. Kola I'm sorry I didn't mean to say it like that. Whatever meek she said walking to the door. I grabbed her arm and pull her into a hug. I fucking hate you she said crying trying to break out of my hug. You don't mean that I said in her ear. You put me threw all this shit let me fucking go meek. I ain't letting you go shit I said taking the suitcase out of her hand sitting it on the floor. I picked her up and carried her to the bed. I took off her heels and then undressed her.