Every meek needs a kola..

i just had to say

2 months later: I was feeding Ryan while Kali Fat butt was knocked out I was so in Love with these gorgeous babies I was still in awe that I actually gave birth to twins again Damn I got four kids and all their birthdays on the same day I Laugh to myself.. I wouldn't trade my babies for nobody but I tell u what Kola ain't popping out nomore shitd fuck that I gotta get my body back thats exactly why I already had me a membership at Bally fitness .and Plus me breast feeding was extremely good for my babies but good for myself too cause my stomach was Definitely going back down I just needed to tone up. It was time for Me to focus on myself and my kids. My phone vibrated it was a text from Rahmeek I guess he was back from Miami him and Pablo took another trip out there. RAhmeek: Hey, wassup Im home i miss my babies what them beauty pageants doing when I finish handling business with pablo I'm going to swing that way. After texting okay I burp Ryan and she went back to sleep. Look at my sleep beauties I said smiling taking a picture of them and putting it on instagram. While my babies was sleeping I decided to clean up my room the girls had took over it But soon as they hitted 9 months they was sleeping in their own room cause I needed my own space. They was only 2 months but slept exactly like their father wild ass hell I Laugh at the thought of how rahmeek use to sleep sometimes I would drift off and think about him I swear to god I wanted to hate him but I couldn't even when I saw that picture of his other Daughter I was so angry that was a good reason for me to really hate him I cried still didn't want to Believe that the only Man I ever Love really had a baby on me. I kept saying to myself I hate him I hate him hoping that I would but I didn't because every time I looked at my boys I saw him. My girls was a fresh reminder of him I still loved him but I would Never be back with him. shitd I didnt want to be with nobody I'm good as longs I got my kids. But I know eventually imma find a Man who appreciate me. but for now I'm good......................................... .......... An hour later the girls was finally up. I carried them downstairs and sat them in their bouncers while I straightened up the living room area. Lance and my boys had turn my living room into a Man cage leaving game controllers and games everywhere. It was a knock at the door. Who is it? It's me meek said. I walk to the door and open it. He walk in. I closed the door and lock it. The girls are in they bouncers. He walk in the living room I walk in the kitchen to clean the few dishes in the sink. After that I walk into the living room with them he had both of them. Talking to them like they understood him. Kali was smiling extra hard. Ryan was smiling too. Yeah that go daddy smile smile for me he said to Ryan. I sat down on the couch. What's been up with u he said. Multitasking with your four kids I said. That's wassup he said focusing back on the girls. How was miami? Miami was great getting ready for some major moves. Thats great i said. Yeah thanks but on another note We need to talk Kola. We are talking I said being sarcastic u know what I mean he said. Okay I'm listening I said. Look Kola I know I fucked up I know me saying I'm Sorry not gone work this shit is eating me up everyday that I'm not here with u and my kids I want to be a family I can't take this shit. Rahmeek what do u want me to say don't put me in my feelings this is not happening u fuck up what we had u have a whole other family don't u know how that makes me feel but I'm trying to get pass that it will be Never be a us again eventually Im going to be with a Man who loves and respects me And appreciate good loyal pussy . Don't say no shit like that too me i dont want to hear that shit fuck u mean meek said Getting upset. typical of a nigga I said Getting up. What! he said. Yeah u wanna get upset cause I'm speaking the truth. Whatever Kola. Naw ain't no whatever Let me tell u some. Nigga I should fucking kill u I could kill You I could be going off on u every chance I get but I don't. u have no right to be upset You the one did this to Our family You got the whole fucking Philly laughing at me nigga I have the right to be mad u don't have that. I gave u everything so please save this attitude shit You made your bed so lay in it. So u gone keep throwing how much I fuck up in my face? Yup keep coming to me with all this u miss your family shit and imma always bring up how much u fuck up. Then u ain't Gotta worry about me bringing it up again meek said. Fine with me I said.