Hindsight

Treachery

For the past three days since having done what she had done, Erin haven't left the confines of her apartment. Though Voight have went to see her and practically tried to force her out of the apartment, she simply refused to step out of her front door. She felt disgusting and ashamed.

Tonight, after a very long day of scrubbing her home for what seemed like the third time, she went to bed early or tried to at the very least but with her mind racing at the despicable act she had committed, it was difficult to do just that.

"How could you let that happen, Er?" she heard a voice say, "How could you throw yourself at another man?"

Immediately tears started flowing in torrents, she had just committed the ultimate betrayal. Sleeping with another man. But the fact that he wasn't just any other man made her feel even worse. He was no stranger, he was Jay's best friend. Her indiscretion was like another slap on the face at her ridiculous reality, her life, her being, her entire existence was a lame excuse. There was no reason for it, she simply shouldn't have done that. Once Jay finds out, he will leave her without a shadow of doubt and she knew it.

"Erin, don't tell him. He's fragile. What good would it do in telling him you had sex with Adam Ruzek at the backseat of his car?!" the voice shouted at her, talking some sense into her innocent haze. She sighed, agreeing with the voice. It'll be for the best. Their relationship was already in the verge of falling apart.

"Why are you still crying? C'mon stop acting like a baby and think about tomorrow."

There was no point in crying. She willingly made that choice. She willingly ravaged his mouth. She willingly opened her legs for him. Though she regretted what she had done, there was nothing she can do about it anymore. Just like the voice had said; think about tomorrow.

Tomorrow will be the day. The day the spawn will be sucked out of her.

Fourteen weeks and fours days old

Tomorrow she will be saying goodbye to something that is barely even the size of her palms.

She can't wait for tomorrow.

I woke up in an unfamiliar surrounding, feeling lighter than I have ever felt in months. Confused, I prop myself up on my elbows and look around the unfamiliarity.

By the ocean.

I hear the sound of waves crashing and indulge in the scent of the sand and sea as the sun shone through the windows of my all-white surroundings.

A bedroom.

Smiling, I stretched my limbs and settle my back against the many pillows that covered the king size bed I was on. I must be in a beach house.

But why?

And whose?

Just then, the door opened and my attention was pried away as a beautiful little girl in a sparkling baby pink dress ran towards me.

"Good morning!" her little voice chimed.

"Good morning, sweet pea!" I replied, having no clue who she was. I have never seen her before. She did not look familiar to me nor did she sound any familiar.

So who can she be?

What is she doing here?

And where are her parents?

All I know for certain is that she is simply breathtaking, the most gorgeous and beautiful girl I have ever seen. I have never laid eyes on such beauty. To me, she looks stunning, magnificent, majestic even.