The Maze Runner Imagines And Preferences

[Thomas]"I love you"

[A/N:Trigger warning!!There's sort of a bit of a depressing scene here..I think.If you ever feel depressed,just know that I am here for you,even though I'm not a good advice giver,I'll try to help.If not,then Imll just listen.Please don't do that to your body,it isn't worth it!Just know that there will always be light at the end of your dark path.(what???)just,please,PLEASE don't do it!!I love you!❤️❤️]
•Y/N's P.O.V•
I really don't want him hurt.I swear.It's just that,Teresa threatened me,saying she would make up something to banish Thomas,and I couldn't do that to him.I just couldn't.
-Flashback-
Teresa pulled me into the Deadheads,while everyone was at the bonfire,so we went unnoticed."Wha-What are we doing he-" "Listen here,shank.I want you to date Thomas then break up with him" "Wha..." "For 5 months,or else he will be banished!"She waced her finger at me threateningly."And how are you going to do that?"I questioned,confidence and anger bubbling up inside me.She knew I had a crush on him and she wants me to play him like a toy?!Shuck no!!"Well,I mean I'm pretty sure everyone in the Glade would listen to me.I've got them all wrapped around my finger"She smirked,twirling her hair with her finger.Ugh,she disgusts me so much."I-I-" "Do it,or you know the consequences"She flipped her hair and walked back to the bonfire.I sighed,preparing myself.I had no other choice...
-End of Flashback-
Now I'm sat in our shared bedroom.The guilt was overwhelming.But I had to!I couldn't bear to watch him be banished.And it's only been two months...
~Timeskip~
It's been 5 months.5 months of guilt piled up in me."Hey Teresa,can I talk to you for a minute?"I asked.She smirked at me."Sure"I dragged her to the Deadheads.
•Thomas's P.O.V•
Oh no.Y/N and Teresa?Alone?Something's up.I just know it."Uh,guys,I gotta go now" "Why?What about your food?" "Not hungry anymore.Bye"I said and rushed to the Deadheads.I quietly looked around and finally spotted them.There!I quietly snuck up on them.I know it's not right,but Y/N talking to Teresa?I smell something fisshy.I was a few trees behing them.They couldn't see me,but I could hear them."Teresa,it's been 5 months.Are you happy now?" That must be Y/N,obviously."Yes.Yes I am.Now go tell your little boyfriend" err,what? "Well,what am I supposed to say?" "Say you love Minho,not him" "I-I-sure" What??She loves Minho??I could feel my heart drop down to my stomach.I could feel the hot tears running down my face.I ran to Y/N and I's room before anyone noticed.After a few minutes,I wiped my tears and went to find Alby.
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"Hey,Alby?Can I talk to you for a minute?It's about the um,rooms" "Sure.What happened?" "Well,I um found out that err,something about Y/N"I said sadly. "What about her?"That's when I broke down."It was all a setup.She-She did-dn't love m-me a-at al-l"I sobbed."Why,that sha-" "Alvy,can we do this later?I just want another room" "Of course.That will be immediately arranged.But,Y/N will have to sleep in the slammer for a few...weeks"I was about to say something.No,she deserves it."O-okay"I said and walked to now Y/N's room,as Alby discussed with Newt about the bed arrangement.
•Y/N's P.O.V•
I sighed as I walked back to Tommy and I's room.I didn't want to do this.But you have to,for Tommy's sake.I opened the door to our room,revealing the one and only,Thomas with his back facing me.Might as well...I sighed,mustering up the courage."Um,hey,Tommy?I want to talk to you a-about something"I said cautiously.I heard a sniffle.Was he...Was he crying?"Tommy,love.What's wrong?"I asked sincerely."You.You're what's wrong"He said angrily.Oh no.He must have heard Teresa and I."Tommy,It's not what it looks li-" "Oh,it definitely is what it looks like.This whole relationship.It was all a set-up!!How could you?!And to think I fell in love with you..."I gasped.That was his first time admitting that he loved me!!If only I could tell him the truth."I-no-I-uhhh"Wow Y/N.Great job."Save it.We're over.And for the record,you are sleeping in the slammer for a few weeks"No!Not the slammer!"No Tommy trust me I-" "Stop calling me that!!I am not yours anymore Y/N"My heart broke.No..."Are you ready?"I heard someone say behind me.Gally?"Yeah,take her away"I then felt a pair of rough hands on my arms.What?!No!!"Hey let go of me!!Thomas!Thomas, I-I love you too..."I whispered the last part.Gally must have heard because he snickered and said,"Should've thought of that before you broke his heart"Right after he said that,he tossed my into what is obviously the slammer.I hit my head against the floor.Seeing black spots,I heard someone mutter,"Slut".He was right.I was a slut.That was the last thing I heard before completely blacking out.
~Timeskip~
"Rise and shine,shank"I groaned.What time is it?I opened my eyes and saw Gally.Again.He tossed my food to me.I sighed and ate.
~TimeSkip(sorry for all the timeskips I just don't have any ideas^_^)~
It has been 2 weeks.2 weeks with only full meals once a week.2 weeks in the dark,cold slammer.2 weeks without Thomas beside me.2 weeks crying myself to sleep.I missed him.I loved him.Oh who am I kidding?I never stopped!I just wanted to be in his arms again.I just want him to know the truth.Right now,I was sobbing into my knees.I heard footsteps nearing me so I quickly tried to look presentable,as if I wasn't crying.I still had my face pressed against my kees though.(A/N:idk?that probs doesnt even make sense lmao)"Y/N?"I looked up and saw Teresa."What do you want,Teresa?"I spat."Haven't you done enough damage?Just leave me alone"I cried."I just wanted to say that I,I'm sorry.It's just that,I was really jealous of you andI hated tou for that.And,I might've gotten a crush on Thonas at that time"She mumbled.What?"At that time?So you don't have a crush on him anymore?"I asked confused."I-Well,no.But at that time,you guys were just too close and I just envied you too much that I hated you.I know now that it was wrong,though"She said remorsefully.Wow,it's about time."I understand.Is there anything else you want to tell me?" "Well,Thomas might have,um,tried to...kill himself"She mumbled.WHAT?!"What?!I need to see him!!Now!Please,Teresa,I meed to see him"I begged."Sure,I'll go tell Gally.Your time is up after all"Oh thank shuck!!
•Teresa's P.O.V•
I walked away and smirked to myself.This was all a set-up.As soon as Y/N arrives at the medjack's hut(I forgot what it's called sorry!!),She's going to walk in on Thomas and I making out."Are you sure we should do this?What if something bad happens to her?What if she tries to kill herself?"He shuddered at the thought.We knew Y/N was suicidal,ever since we caught hercutting herself in the Deadheads."Oh,Tommy.You're too kind.Besides,she hurt you really bad,didnt she?"I smirked.He sighed."Yeah,I guess"Good.My plan was working!!We heard footsteps nearing.Gally opened the door."She's coming!Get ready"Tom and I nodded.He gave us a thumbs up and we got into our positions,I'm on top of him,straddling him.He went out and I heard talking outside.As soon as we heard the door slightly open,our lips came in contact immediately.I heard a gasp and someone clear their throat.We pulled away."So,uh Thomas..."
•Y/N's P.O.V•
"So,uh Thomas...Teresa said you tried to kill yourself?"I asked,disappointment clearly in my voice.He moved on already?But how?It's only been 2 weeks..."Well,uh,I was...gonna,but uh,Teresa,here convinced me somehow and err,yeah"Well what an explanation.But,are they together now?"So,uh...You and Teresa-" "Yes,we're together!He asked me earlier and I couldn't say no to this handsome man"She said sickeningly sweet.But,but she said she was over him!!!Wait...Why does she want to hurt me so much?!What did I ever do to her?!"Oh,um well congrats to the both of you.I uh,best be going.Wouldn't want to interrupt you any longer"I forced out a laugh."Alright,bye then"Teresa waved at me.Ugh!That...That shucky shuckfaced shucking shank!She knew I loved him,yet she does this to me.I couldn't take it anymore.I went to my room,grabbed a pen and paper,and my runner's knife.Yes,I was a runner.Was.I ran deep into the deadheads,where I knew no one could find me until hours later.It was too secluded.Not even Thomas knew about this place.I started writing on the paper.
Dear Tommy,
I'm sorry.I'm sorry I'm not as strong as you are.I'm sorry I wasn't enough.I'm sorry I played with your feelings.I knew it was wrong,but Teresa threatened me.She said that she would banish you if I didn't do as she said.I couldn't do that to you,so I obeyed.She knew that I liked you.She wanted me to break your heart.But just believe me when I say,I'm truly,madly,deeply in love with you.But I see now that you're happy with Teresa.I'm sorry.I know this isn't what you want me to do,but the pain is too much.By the time you find me,I'd probably be gone.And I'm not doing this so you can feel bad for me,It's because of the cruel thing we call reality.This goes to Teresa;Please take care of him for me.I only want what's best for him.Make him feel loved,like he is your world.Love him more than I ever have,ever will.Hug him so tight that he won't be able to breathe.Kiss him like your life depends on it.Make him feel important,please don't break his once broken heart.And most importantly,make sure you repair it.Don't ever make the same mistake I did.Don't let him go,because his heart is too fragile for that.Make sure he is healthy,make sure you make it out of the maze and live a happy life together.I'd really love to see little Teresas and Tommies running around while I'm up there.Please,Tommy.If you find this note,don't blame yourself.It was all me,I'm not strong enough to cope with the cruel world.Please don't ever try o kill yourself ever because of me.I'm not worth it.Trust me.So,I guess this is goodbye,for now.I love you Thomas.Always have,always will.
Love,
Y/N.
Tears ran down my face and onto the paper,slightly smudging it.i folded the paper,held it in my free hand and took the knife.I began to cut,one by one,each cut getting deeper and deeper until I could see black spots.I kept sobbing.What will Thomas think of me after this?He'll probably hate me more than ever.But that's okay.He has Teresa now."I love you,Tommy"I whispered.I slowly slipped out of consciousness,but not before hearing a faint,"Y/N!!!!"
•Thomas's P.O.V•
I knew this was wrong.I couldnmt do this to her."Now,where were we?"Teresa said seductively.Ew,stop."Uhh,I better get going.To check up on Y/N,see if she's okay" "But the fun just started!"She whined.Ugh,she's so annoying.We argued for a bit until she finally let me go.I ran to where her room was,only to find it empty and clean,just the way we left it.Wait...I looked around and saw something on the floor.Her harness!I picked it up and checked it.Oh no...Oh no no no no no!!!Her knife!It's gone!Without hesitation,I ran to the garden where Newt was at.I couldn't find Alby,so might as well look for Newt.I had no time to lose!I finally spotted him,talking to another fellow glader."Newt!Newt!"I called desperately.He quickly turned around,confusion and panic written all over his face."What?What is it?" "It's,it's Y/N"I heard him grunt."What about her?" "She...She's not in her room and her knife is gone and she's gone and I don't know what to do and...What if she tries to kill herself?!"I rambled on."Dude,dude!Calm down.She's probably at the Deadheads.I know a place she likes to go to whenever she needs her space"He said calmly.I nodded quickly and he led the way.
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We were so deep in the Deadheads when we heard silent sobs.It must be Y/N!"There!"He pointed.We saw a figure and ran to it.I could faintly hear an "I love you,Tommy"No..."Y/N!!!!"I yelled."No,no,no,no,no!!!If only I hadn't agreed to Teresa's plan!All would've been well right now!!"There's a note"Newt said cautiously.I took it from his hands-quite roughly,might I add-I muttered a 'sorry' before i went ahead and read it.
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With tears in my eyes,I gave the note back to Newt.My poor baby."We need to get her to the hut now!"Newt said.I nodded and carried her bridal style to the medjack's hut as quick as I could.Right now Clint and Jeff were trying to assess the situation while I stood outside,her note in one hand as I prayed for her to be okay.She has to be okay,because she's my light,my love,the reason I keep going everyday.Teresa appeared in front of the crowd of boys who gathered when they found out about the commotion."Um,hi"She said.I just stared blankly at her,gave her the nite and went back to pacing back and forth.By the time she finished reading the note,her eyes were watery and guilt was written all over her face.But I didn't care.All I cared about was my Y/N.Suddenly the doir opened,revealing Jeff."Well??Is she gonna be okay?" "Umm..."
TO BE CONTINUED...
Hi guys!This imagine was inspired by another imagine(again)and yeah.Anyways.It's like 4AM here in Singapore rn and I'm sorry I didn't update until now.It's going to be my mother's birthday soon so we had a celebration bc her bday is on a weekday.So yeah.Also,I stayed up until tgis time(4am)to finish this part I hope it was good!And since it's like early in the morning,there might be a lot of mistakes,which I'm sorry for that.I'll try to edit it as soon as I can.Let me know if this was good and give me some tips please!Anyways I gotta go sleep now(lol sike probably gonna stalk people on IG and read more imagines lol)But that's all I have for now so see you lovelies hopefully tomorrow!(It's not tomorrow for me until I wake uo the next day)BYEEeEeEeEeEeeE!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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