Feeling

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I asked him if I could use his shower. He nodded handing me a towel. I grabbed my clothes going into the bathroom turning the shower on all hot. Since I was already stripped from my clothes I just got in. I stood under the shower head letting the water run through my hair.

I started thinking. What is wrong with me. I went from an innocent girl to a girl that just let Jack Gilinsky do sexual things to me. I ran my hand over the hickeys on my neck, then down my body. I felt dirty. Like a how because I know what Jack's reputation is and I know that by tomorrow he won't even talk to me. Let alone ever again.

I wanted to cry then and there because I knew because of his reputation I was just behind used.

As I was thinking tears ran down my face hut were hidden by all the drops of water that cascaded down my head, face, and body. I head hung low at the thought of people knowing that I half way hooked up with a player.

I'm so stupid what's wrong with me?

I sat down and pulled my knees to my chest.

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