Chapter 19: Drunken Scars

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Author's Note: HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!! *WARNING* This scene is a bit intense, it's not full on lemon or anything but there's a little bit more action then what happened with Ichinose. Just wanted to warn you!

Ranmaru takes me to a club. He sits down at the bar with me as loud rock music blasts from the band on stage. The bar tender places two shots of vodka on the table 'Bottoms up.' Ranmaru says with a grin before he grabs his and downs it in one go. I do the same, enjoying the fiery sensation. 'Ranmaru, I have a question for you.' I announce as he gets the bar tender to pour us another round. 'Yeah?' He answers. 'Why have you only taken notice in me recently?' I down the second shot and continue 'Why did you hate me at first?' 'I never hated you (Y/N), I thought I'd be able to capture your attention with my bad attitude. It didn't work though.' He laughs. 'Don't doubt yourself.' I say with a wink.

This time I get the bartender to pour us another two rounds each, I down them both and say to Ranmaru 'Why didn't you tell me that alcohol is so good?' I giggle. 'Hey, let's go sing!' He says suddenly, dragging me with him to the stage. Ranmaru must know them because he easily persuades the band to let us take the lead. Standing in front of the microphones, Ranmaru turns to me and says 'Do you know Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance?' 'Yup!' I say, now feeling giddy. The band starts to play the song and me and Ranmaru sing to the beat;

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding

I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home...

When we finish the song, we stumble back over to the bar and have another two shots each. 'Do you want to go back now?' Ranmaru slurs. 'Suuuurrree.' I say. We head outside and catch a taxi. Ranmaru keeps his hand firmly around my waist the whole time. 'Do you know how hot you are and how sexy your voice sounds when you sing rock.' He says as he moves closer. 'Do you know how hot you are? And how sexy your voice and dancing is?' I say back. He doesn't respond and we arrive back at the apartment.

We head upstairs, no one is in the living area so Ranmaru pulls me to his room and shuts the door. I stand there and he looks me up and down. He prowls toward me and I walk backwards until he has me trapped against a wall. He plants his hands either side of me, caging me. He puts his face dangerously close to mine and I look into his amazing heterochromic eyes. 'For once, the girl chooses me.' He whispers before his lips meet mine. Kissing Ranmaru is different to kissing Ichinose. Ichinose's kiss was like a soft spark, Ranmaru's kiss is like wildfire. He pushes his body against mine and pins my hands to the wall, not breaking the kiss. He brushes his tongue along my bottom lip but I pull back slightly to nip at the bottom of his lip. He moans slightly and picks me up.

He breaks the kiss as he throws me onto his bed, he then climbs onto of me and kisses me passionately. I run my hands through his hair and this encourages him to tug at the edges of my sweater. We sit up as he rips it off me and throws it to the floor. He then pulls back so he can eye me hungrily, his eyes stop on my scarred ribcage and stomach but he thankfully says nothing. 'Your turn.' I say, sliding the black t-shirt off his muscular body, eyeing it appreciatively. He's suddenly on top off me again, this time he begins to lightly kiss the soft spot on my neck. I arch my back and dig my nails into his shoulders as he begins to bite and suck harder, he pulls back with a satisfied smile. Looking me straight in the eyes, he begins to unbutton my jeans. I want to stop him, but for some reason I don't. He takes them off and throws them to the floor before he kisses me with more urgency this time. He touches the clip on the back of my bra and that's when I pull away from him. He looks at me concerned and I breathlessly say 'N-not... tonight... we're drunk... and still barely know each other.'

He just nods sadly. 'Maybe we should get some rest, you can stay with me tonight.' He says. 'I'd like that.' I say with a smile. I change positions so my back is facing him, he puts his arms around my waist and pulls me against his muscular chest. '(Y/N), what happened to you?' He asks, referring to the scars. 'I promise I'll tell you later.' I reply. He gently kisses my shoulder and says 'Okay, goodnight princess.' He keeps his head resting on my shoulder as we both fall to sleep.

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I'm woken by the sudden violent urge to throw up. I jump out of bed and rush to the bathroom, making it just in time to throw up in the sink. I kneel there only in my undergarments, my hands gripping the edge of the sink. I look up at the mirror, my eyes are surrounded by dark circles, my lips are slightly swollen and my hair is a mess. I must be quite loud because the four sleepy idols rush to the bathroom. Reiji comes to my side and begins gently rubbing my back 'Are you okay (Y/N)-chan?' He asks. I nod and Ranmaru comes to my other side 'She's hungover.' He says as he gently places his hand on my shoulder.

I turn to Camus and Ai, Camus must notice something because he storms over to Ranmaru and shoves him against the wall. 'YOU DID THAT TO HER!' Camus yells. Ranmaru smirks and says 'Are you jealous Earl? Jealous that she has a good taste in men? Jealous that I've got to feel her perfect body while making her moan-' He's cut off as Camus snaps and punches him in the face. 'Camus! Ranmaru!' I say, I go to get up and stop them but my head spins and I fall backwards. I am thankful that Ai manages to catch me. 'I think you two should go.' Ai says.

He suddenly picks me up and gently cradles me in his arms. He brings me to his bed while a worried looking Reiji follows behind. I'm gently laid on the bed and Ai leaves, he returns with a cold wash cloth and a glass of water. Reiji comes to sit beside me on the bed, grabbing my hand and stroking it. Ai sits on my other side, he places the wash cloth on my forehead and then gently presses the glass to my lips. He tilts it and I take small sips. He then puts the glass on his bedside table and says 'I'll get you some clothes.' He leaves me and Reiji alone. Reiji lightly grazes his hand along my scarred ribcage. 'What happened (Y/N)-chan?' He asks.

Ai returns at that moment, I sigh knowing I owe them both an explanation. But Ai beats me to it 'Her parents abused her and that's why her ribcage is scarred, but the scars on her stomach are self inflicted.' He says as he passes me a large, long white t-shirt. Reiji helps me put it on, it ends up sitting like a t-shirt dress. 'You must rest.' Ai says. I gently lie down in the centre of the bed as Ai and Reiji both eye each other cautiously. 'We can all fit and I sleep well when I have someone beside me.' Reiji shrugs before lying down beside me, Ai pulls up the sheets and lies down on my other side. 'Goodnight (Y/N)-chan.' Reiji mumbles. 'Sleep well (Y/N).' Ai says. They both turn away from me and fall asleep. I lie there for a while before I take the washcloth off my head and fall asleep to the sound of the sleeping idols.

Author's Note: Sorry if this chapter was like... weird... Please tell me what you thought ^_^

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