Falling for Stars, Kings and Angels (Uta No Prince Sama x Reader)

Chapter 9: Idols Can't Love?

I turn around and find myself looking at the Starish boys. Feeling insecure, I close my journal and try to cover my bare legs. I'm only wearing a black t-shirt and silk boxer shorts so I feel quite exposed. Syo takes the cream parker he's wearing off and places it over my legs.

'I-I didn't know your voice was that beautiful.' Syo says.
Masato and Cecil look at each other before Cecil says 'I told you she had a voice truly blessed by the muses. But this time it seemed even better,' he comes over and kisses my hand 'like a goddess.'

I see the other boys tense at his actions but Ren approaches me and gently grabs my chin so that I'm am looking up into his eyes 'My beautiful (Y/N), why did you hide such a beautiful voice from us?'
'Because pain and darkness cloud her heart when she sings like this,' Ichinose says 'she does not wish for everyone to hear and feel what she feels.'

I get up from where I'm sitting and pass Syo his parker. 'You boys should all be asleep,' I say 'I'm really sorry I woke you.' I begin to walk off but am stopped as someone suddenly wraps me in a big bear hug. I freeze at first but return Natsuki's hug, feeling safe and warm in his arms. 'Please don't be sad!' he says innocently 'We want to cheer you up and make you sing with happiness and light in your heart.' I hear Otoya say.

That makes me push Natsuki away and I growl angrily 'I do not want to sing with happiness,' I then turn to the other boys 'and I don't need any of you! Darkness and Pain is who I am and since you can't accept that just leave me the hell alone!' I run back to my room, not caring that they can see my ugly legs anymore.

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Still not being able to sleep, I pack my new bag with items for tomorrow. My journal, a pen, a pencil, a novel and some earphones. I then quickly check my schedule for tomorrow which reads;

7am-7:30am Meeting with Shining
9am-11am Meeting with Masato, Kira, Ai and Haruka to discuss project song
12:30-1pm Meeting with 'Japan live' manager to discuss the appearance of Starish, Heavens and Quartet Night
1-1:30pm Meeting with J-pop magazine to discuss an article on the project.
2-3pm Meeeting with Quartet Night and Haruka to discuss triple S song.
3-4:30pm Heavens photoshoot for My Pop magazine

Relieved that I don't have to spend time with Starish, I sigh, placing my laptop in my bag and setting my alarm to 6am. I lie down pulling the covers over me as a wave of fatigue hits me. I fall asleep at 4am.

In my dreams I stand between an empty field with an open dark sky and a green field with a bright sunny sky. Suddenly I notice eight stars in the sky seven in a circle with the colours pink, red, orange, yellow, green, blue and violet and a black star. They appear to be getting bigger, and I am able to make out their distinctive shapes. Angels! They're angels with their colour representing their colour of wings. I feel my heart torn as I try to choose between the black angel who lands in the empty dark field or the coloured angels who land in the bright sunny field. I look down and gasp as the earth suddenly cracks along the line beneath my feet, the angels hold out their hands and beckon me to their distinctive side. The earth splits more and I make my decision. I fall into the abyss between.

Gasping I wake up to the sound of my alarm. I rub my head, that was a strange dream but I shall note it in my journal later, I think to myself. I then get up and shower, I pick out a button up collared black blouse and jeans as my outfit. I tie my hair into a pigtail again and place some pink tinted lip balm on my lips. I then grab my black flats which I slip on my feet, my watch which I fasten around my wrist and my new bag which I place over my shoulder. I suddenly look at the bracelet on my bedside table, I make a decision and I clip the bracelet on my wrist. I then pet my hamster and I grab my phone checking the time which reads 6:50am. I rush out the door to Shining's office.