Over Atlantic

I am here for you

Liams POV

Sean was crying into me. no stop all i want is him back to the Sean if first meet

Liam= come get in the car

Sean= okay Liam

Liam=  Sean just because Gabe isnt here dosent mean you have to shut me out or any of us for that matter

Sean= im not shutting any of you out its just...

Liam= you trust Gabe more

Sean= no its just i dont like to tell people whats going on in my mind

Liam= Gabe isnt here Sean. Some days hes not going to be here. One day this will be gone all of us. this isnt going to last forever Sean

Sean= don't you think i know that. (he shouted at me

Liam= HEY HEY don't get pissy with me okay.

Sean= Im not getting pissy im just sick of people thinking that i can talk about this whenever i want but i cant Liam i cant just say im feeling deppresed,not eating, having nightmares,not sleeping i just cant.

Liam= Just think Sean one day this will be gone. You need to talk about these things.

Sean= I do talk about them

Liam= with one person which is not here right now

Sean= it was his choice to leave fuck sake stop putting this on me

Liam= No Sean the reason why he left is because of you. because hes been worried sick. he wonders one day when you don't wake up you'll be dead. hes worried that your going to starve.That your going to get so sad and deppresed that you end up killing yourself Sean.

Sean= Liam

Liam= don't you see Sean you come first in this. All we want to do is help and your not letting me or the boys

Sean= okay i get the point can we go home now?

i didn't even answer him i just pressed my foot down and the rest of the drive was silence.

(SKIP 10 MIN THEY ARE AT HOME NOW)

we where all in the front room

SEANS POV

Sean= the nightmares started a while back just after we got together. Ive always had nightmares don't ask why because I don't have a answer for that.

we all turned round becasue we knew that he was gaining our trust

Sean=To be honset ive been happy i have. When the band started i didnt knoew everyone apart from Gabe. You see Gabe and me meet a while back over the interant he helped me alot before the band come togther. When we knew that we where going in the same band I made him not say anything becasue i was okay. i had been okay for a couple of months I was back on track everyhting was good i was eating. i was better.( he was in tears alot of them)

Trevor= You dont have to carry one Sean

Sean= no i haved to its time.

Sean= When i came here to the London hous i was very happy and I mean very happy. I remember the first night we sat down as a band. We had alot of food

Charlie= Thats how i become fat ( we all laughed at that)

Sean=  I was in the middle of eating when I stopped i just could not force another bite in my mouth. I thought it was just a phase you know kinda like a relpase again. Ever since then im not happy. I talked to Gabe but he looked kinda disspotment in me becasue i was doing bad again. So i stopped talking to him about my probelms i felt like a burden on him and all of you. Then the hate staterd and i got worse. I started hurting myself alot more

Charlie= wait.. did you just hurting yourself?

Sean= Im sorry Charlie( he was holding his wrist)

LIAMS POV

I noticed him holding his wrist and i just knew what he was thinking his face was red full of tears

Liam= Sean= dont tell no more we have heard enought okay

Sean= you said that i had to trust you all

Liam= over time Sean. We are always here but you dont need to say anything else okay

Trevor= Who thinks we should have a group hug

we all nodded and laughed. Pulled into a hug

Sean= im sorry for lieing to you boys

Trevor= we are too love you guys

we all pulled out of the hug

Charlie= so im going to bed becasue im fucked

Liam= That what you get for not sleeping for 2 days LOL

Charlie= okay karma is a bitch night lads

We all said night to eachother one after one

Sean=  Gabe is back soon isnt he

Liam= I think we haved to pick him up in 2 or 3 days then we have TOUUUUURRRRRRRRRR

Sean= calm a little boy( he laughed)

GABE'S POV

I havent heard from the lads for a couple of days which had been rough. but good just to think of me and my family but now it was time to go home. It was about half 2 int he morning i was in the airport. yes thats right im going back to see the lads.

Airport lady= Flight 4567 please

I got my bag checked in. and got onto the plane. While i was up in the air i factimed Liam. When I left I told him to watch over Sean.

Gabe= yooo dude missed you

Liam= GABBEEE i miss you. you coming home soon

Gabe= now actrually

Liam= good we need you back we all miss you

Gabe= sooo..

Liam= he has had a few issues. but hes talked about them with all of us which was very good

Gabe= Anything else

Liam= two tics let me go somewhere else to talk.

Gabe= why

Liam= Listen Gabe he's holding his wrist and I dont think he's cut but when he was talking about his feeling he was pressing hard you could see he was causing pain.

Gabe= he haven't cut though

Liam= I don't know Gabe I'm being honest

Gabe= okay okay has he been eating

Liam= 2 meals a day he hasent been sick after them.

Gabe= maybe me going away leaving him for a 2 weeks has done him good

Liam= why would you say that

Gabe= he never talked to any of you boys now he has.

Liam= And how is that a good thing/

Gabe= becasue it shows that he know that there is alot of people there for him and he can talk to anybody

Liam= truee listen im off the bed okay its like 2am

Gabe= wait.. where is Sean now

Liam=  On the couch asleep

Gabe= good see you soon Liam

then he hung up