Over Atlantic

THE START.......

Sean POV

Everybody was laughing at the table while I was on phone normal i did not fit in with the boys,they all told me that i was apart of this it never felt like it. I had been like this for qauite some time no one knows about it. That is how i want it to stay like.

Gabe= dude whats up

Sean= nothing is wrong why would you think that

Gabe= your not talking and your not eating your food

Sean=ohh im just not feeling good thats all man

Gabe= maybe charlie give you the flu

Sean= see im ine just a flu it will pass soon

Gabe= yerr i hope. you can talk to me when you want and tell me the truth

Sean= what?

Gabe= come find me when you want to tell me the truth on why your so sad

then he walked off, i cant tell him what happening i just cant, i used to trust people then i lost that trust. it never came back. i love Gabe i love all of them i just cant tell them.

Gabe POV

I knew soemthing was up with him.crying on a nigth.not talking.not sleeping.not eating. Im his best freind why cant he just talk to me i want to be there for him. I know what the signs are of deppresion and he has got it. i hope he is okay.

me= boys im going to bed im still jet lagged for some odd reason

all the boys replied with a yes apart from sean because he was no where to be sean yet again. As i walked up the stairs i hear Sean talking to himself but this time it was heartbreaking

Sean= come on you idioit be happy,your living you dream with people you love and trust. Gabe had been there why cant i just tell him for god sake. He hates me,everyone does, where the happy person is used to be bring him back bring him back please. by this point he was crying and i was too.

Me= Sean..

He turned round so fast seeing that body that was half gone and on the verge on not even being a noraml body

Sean= oh hey gabe you going to bed?

Me= thats what i told the boys but i wanna spend some time with you since we havent saw eachither fo awhile. you up for it?

Sean=yer movie night with my best friends

I thought in my head how can he go from being a mess to happy he has been sad all of this time i guess after a while you dont really seem to care

Me= my room in 5

i walked out of his door and went to my room to set up the TV.  after 5 mins Sean come in with a OA merch hoodie on with a blanlet and food and a drinks

ME= wow sean we having a feast

Sean= why not ahha

we watched DRONE  it was a very good film to be honset very sad at time but good too. i looked over at sean seing him on his phine going through twitter

Me= hey what your reading

Sean= this ( passed me his phone to some hate some was a under statement there was alot

Me= SEAN why are you reading this. its not true you haved to trust me you are not any of them things. you are better then them

Sean= After a while i started to belive what they where saying.

Me= after a while? this has been going on for awhile sean

Sean= yer i didnt want to tell anyone you know being me is hard.

Me= Sean they arent true you haved to belive me

Sean= i dont Gabe i dont know what amatter with me its feels like ive lived under a rock for the past 5 years.

Me= in the bathroon eariler is that true?

Sean=  Im sorry fro being like this i never wanted to be ( he burst out crying)

i hugged Sean for a long time hearing him cry for a very long time. i love him so much i wish he knew he could talk to me. he always can. After awhile i heard silence then i knew Sean fell sleep with his face red and his hands have a tight grip on my shirt i dont mind.

Me= please talk to me Sean i love you so much i hate seeing you like this

with that i feel asleep holding onto this vunerbale Sean knowing i was the only one that knew he felt like this. life is cruel to good people

WOWWWWWWWWWW. FIRST CHAPTER FINISHED. THANK YOU FOR READING. THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK SO DONT JUDGE NEW CHAPTER SOON MAYBE LATER TODAY OR TOMMROW

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

LOVE TAYLOR X