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Liam's POV

Sean was asleep so I though it would be best if I left him to sleep until I came back

I went to the other lads room
ROOM 23 first floor
Knock knock

Gabe= it's open
I walked in to see the boys on their beds

Gabe= one missing Liam

Liam=what?

Charlie= where is my fluffy boy at

Liam= oh he isn't feeling well so I've left him to sleep

Gabe= you mean he's dosent want to eat

Liam= no Gabe I mean he's sick like the flu

Gabe= okay can we go

Liam= yes come one I'm starving

SEAN'S POV

Liam left a couple of hours again and I'm sat on my bed reading hate comments

@randomusername: Sean of OA makes me laugh such a ugly personal
Cut yourself
Ugly person
Fat person
So needs to stop eating
Sucide might be good
I was crying at the moment so I went to the bathroom and cut
1 cut for being ugly
2 for Lieing to Gabe
5 for being a mess
Then I got a text message
Liam= hey I told Gabe that you had the flu
Sean= thank you it means a lot Liam
Liam=have you eat
Sean= not yet
Liam= Sean you need to
Sean=okay I'm going now you on your way home
Liam= me and Trevor are the others went to town for something
Sean= okay
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I do have to admit it fell good hurting myself I've kept it a secret for a couple of days but I know I've did something  wrong. Everyone is going to be mad and sad that I've cut oh god
Sean= what have I done
Liam= Sean you in here
Trevor= don't think he's here Liam
Liam= Trevor will you go check your room and the dinner thing please
Trevor= yer call me if you find him
Liam= yer okay bye

I though they left but apparently not

Liam= Sean I know your in here somewhere
Liam= you can come out I promise it's only me Trevor has left come out
Sean= Liam... ( I struggled to say)
Liam=Sean where are you
Sean= in the toilet

LIAMS POV

Sean= in the toilet
Liam= what have you done.
Sean= I'm sorry it just got to much and I've fucked up everything is a mess
Liam= oh Sean ( I saw him on the bathroom floor with a blade
Sean= I'm sorry Liam I didn't mean too
Liam= I know you didn't buddy why didn't you call me or one of the boys
Sean= do you want the truth Liam
Liam= yes I do Sean I need it coz I'm trying to help you
Sean= the truth is that I've never really been happy I've never have I've always cut in secret on my thighs so no one could see
Liam= why didn't you tell us
Sean= we have tour I didn't want to let you all down
Liam= is this why you didn't want to come out for dinner with us
Sean= I knew that this was going to happen I got a feeling
Liam= why didn't you talk to me you know you can whenever even if it's 3am talk to me wake me up Sean
Sean= I will I promise
Liam= right do you want some help cleaning your cuts up?
Sean= nope I know what to do
I was about to walk out of the door when Sean said
Sean= are you going to tell the boys Liam
Liam= I haved to tell one of them just in case I'm not there for you is that okay
Sean= tell Trevor
Liam= why not Gabe
Sean= Gabe no
Liam=okay I'll go and tell him
I walked out of the door seeing Sean turn back to the sink I pulled my phone out to ring Trevor
Trevor= can't find him anywhere
Liam= I found him
Trevor= is he okay
Liam= no Trevor he's not ( I was crying at this point hands in my hair
Trevor= where are you
Liam= next too your room
Trevor= stay there I'm coming
I put the phone down and slide down the wall hands in my hair trying to pull it out
Trevor= hey hey I'm here come here Liam
Liam= I don't know what to do Trev he's cut.i thought he stopped. He was lying the whole time
Trevor= calm down okay your going to have a panic attack
Liam= I don't care Trevor all I want is for Sean to be okay I want my best freind back to normal
Trevor= we all do Liam and he will be
(Trevor pulled me into a hug and I cried for a very long time)
Liam= what am I going to do Trevor he's a mess he needs help
Trevor= I know he does Liam but right now you need to calm down okay..don't stress we will make him better okay
Liam= how Trevor he cuts he's doesn't sleep
Trevor= should we go and get him and go to the venue
Liam=yer we will
We walked to mine and Sean's room to hear Sean and Charlie
Charlie= well why didn't you come Sean
Sean= I told you I didn't feel well
Charlie= it's all a lie and I know your not telling the truth
Sean= why doesn't any one believe me
Charlie= because you've lied before and your lieing now
Sean= fine wanna see why I didn't came to dinner
Charlie= yes Sean I do
Sean= there you go proof that's how messed up I am that's why because I knew it was going to be like this
Charlie= Sean I didn't kn....
Sean= none of you did.. because whenever something bad happens you all have ago at me asking why I did it
Charlie= I've told you could talk to me
Sean= every time I do you yell at me the only person that actually understands is Liam
Charlie= he knew??
Sean= yes he knew because he found me...
I then opened the door to find them
Charlie= you knew all of this
Liam= yes I did and I've been helping him
Sean= enough okay Gabe can't know about this okay? And can we go we do have a show