Over Atlantic

the talk

Sean POV

Sean= Gabe.. (i woke up and said gabes name but no on is there)

Sean= huhhh no one guses they went out

as i wakled down stairs there was no one in i went to the kitchen and got something to eat not much but enough to get me through the day.. a apple will do the trick.I saw a note it read

Sean we went out to get some lunch us we will bring so back as gabe told us that you werent well. hope you feel better soon x trevor

lunch?

Sean= why did he let me sleep in until 2 oh my god im so lazy

I sat down on the couch with my apple funny enought it was a very small apple. i had a nofictaion off twitter

@USERNAME i meet Over Atlantic today but Sean wasen't there thank god.

I clicked on the photo to see all the boys with a male fan.wow male people watch us. I looked at all of the boys smiling all happy they had a bag which means they bought me food. oh noo

2 HOUR TIME PASS(DONT HATE ME)

A couple of hours went by and i was still in the same spot i sat in when i first woak up. There was alot of nice comments but alot and alot of hate comments me as i do i went straigth to the hate comments reading them thye where o ly telling the truth about me. After awhile i was crying again. so i went to my bedroom

Sean= why do people hate me

Sean=im stupid,fat,ugly urgghhh

the next thing i knew i punched a wall. it hurt like crazy but it felt good. i looked up to see the boys standing there in shock

TREVOR= so...

Charlie= wait what just happend

Liam= mate what the hell was that

Gabe never said anything he just stood there eyes open with tears in his eyes but no one really saw apart from me

liam,trevor= so what caused to hit a wall that hard mate( he smiled coming in

Sean= i was trying to write a song,g could not get the timing right on my gutiar so yerrr.?

Charlie= mate if this band dosent work out you can be the next rocky with that punch haha

gabe still said no word to me he just looked at me then at my fist. i looked at my fist and notited it was very large and ble and puprle.

Charlie= you feeling better sean gabe stold us that you had the flu

Sean= still feel abit shit but you know its your fault you give me it

Charlie= sorry bud sharing is caring

with that charlie walked off to do his own thing. the other 2 where outside jamming to music.

Me and Gabe sat in silence until he spoke

Gabe= why?

Sean= why what?

Gabe= punching a wall becasue of a song now thats a lie

Sean= why do you think everything is a lie with me?

Gabe= ( he stood up and started to walk back and forth) beacause Sean it always is a lie.

Sean= Just because i lied 1 time and that was my choice dosent mean that Im not telling the truth now Gabe

Gabe= last night you told me everything, about the hate, everyhthing will you every tell us anything?( he shouted in my face)

Gabe= was it the hate Sean

Sean= NO GABE IT WAS NOT THE HATE

Gabe= Then what was it?

Sean= ive already told you for god sake ( by that time the boys heard the shouting and come running in

Gabe= SEANNN just tell me tell one of us why did you punch the wall( he clenched his fists)

Charlie= Gabe calm down mate

Gabe= no not untill he tells us the truth.

Sean= the truth about what

Gabe= why you dont eat? why you dont sleep? why your sad? why your punching walls? EVERYTHING SEAN

Liam= Come on sean lets go

Trevor and Charlie stayed with Gabe thank god for that

Liam= you okay bud?

Sean= why do i mess everything up liam

Liam= hey you dont mess anything up at all, it just one of them bad days evryone has one trust me

Sean= I seem to have " 1 one them bad days everyday though" ( i looked at Liam knowing that he knows what Gabe said was true

Liam= so Gabe was telling the truth. could you tell me why you hit the wall so hard Sean

Sean= Im so sorry liam

Liam= i heard you and Gabe talking last night. you dont have to explain it

Liam= now boy why dont we have a look of the hand yerrr?

he pulled my hand up which really did hurt. it was blue planning on brusing

Sean= Is it broke

Liam= nope just very bruside

Sean= i didnt mean for this to happen liam

Liam= I know buddy. Gabe is just werid we all are.we all have noticed some changes in you

Sean= i just dont want to be like this no more

Liam= we will help you Sean becasue we love you like brothers

Sean= im sorry for putting this on you all

Liam= hey we are best freinds. if you have a problem we do.

Liam= how about we go and get something to eat yer

Sean= thank you but Im not hungry liam

Liam= Sean.. you need to eat i dont think ive seen you eat yet?

Sean= Liam please dont make me i cant ( i was in tears by then) liam was hugging me to death

LIAMS POV FINALLY

Liam=come on Sean please

Sean= Im sorry Liam i just cant not tonight

Im not going o make him becasue i know how he gets when he is stressed

Liam= okay i wont make you but promise me one thing

Sean= what?

Liam= Come to one of us when you feel so low

Sean= i will Liam i promise

Liam=  Sean..

Sean= yer mate

Liam=dont read the hate

Sean= i wont liam i promise