Once I finally got him through my window, the awkward feeling began to swirl through the air. I have never had a boy in my room before and I don't have the slightest idea what I'm supposed to do. He must have sensed my awkwardness because soon he said, "Come here." and opens his arms wide for me. I happily slip myself into them and felt the now familiar warm comfort as he wrapped them around me. Just feeling his body pressed around me makes me feel light like air.
"What are you doing here?", I whispered.
"I just thought that you could use the company after the day and a half you've had.", he answers. I pull slightly away from him, enough so I am able to see his face and smile at him. "You're the-", i started.
"The best, amazing. The perfect boyfriend in world?", he interjected.
My eyes grow wide as I search his face. I am stunned by his words or word. "Boyfriend?", I questioned him. I watched as his cheek turned a bright pink.
"Well ya. I- I just- I thought- you know, after the whole thing in the car that you wanted me to be.", he said softly.
"No! I mean yes! I mean- I mean you just hasn't said anything so I just wasn't sure because you hadn't asked me or made anything official you know.", I assured him.
"Well do you want me to ask you?", he asked me.
"No. I mean if you don't want to, you don't have to. I was just-" but he cuts me off by placing a finger under my chin, lifting it so my eyes lock with his.
"Vanessa, will you do me the honor of being my girlfriend?", he asks me. I contemplate this for a minute. Should I say yes? Wait, why in the world should I even be thinking about this!?
"Yes. Of course I will.", I tell him. He leans it with a smile and softly kisses me. This kiss is soft and pure; it makes my knees weak. I'm going to need to get used to him if we are actually going to be together.
He finally breaks the kiss, allowing me to catch my breath. He smiles down at my flushed state, admiring me. He suddenly grabs my hand and leads me to my bed, sitting down once his knees hit it.
I hesitate at the action, my heart pounding against my chest. He's not going to try and do what I think he's going to do. I'm not even ready to think about something as extreme as that! my palms begin to sweat just at the thought of it.
He sees my hesitation and gives me a confused expression. "Is something wrong?", he asks me.
"I just- I don't want to do it.", I say awkwardly.
His confused expression deepens. "Do what?", he asks me.
"You know...it.", I saw even more awkwardly.
His eyes grow wide at my statement. "No! Oh my god no! I wasn't trying to take advantage of you! I just can tell by the bags under your eyes that you're tired and I was trying to lay you down to sleep!", he explains frantically to me.
I sigh with relief and my heart finally calms. "Oh. Well good.", I say and happily climb into bed, turning my back to him. His arms wrap around waist as he presses our bodies together. I have never felt more safe in anyone's arms in my life. He may not be a big, strong scary werewolf like all the others, but that didn't matter to me. He was absolutely perfect.
"I can't believe you actually thought I wanted to have sex with you.", he mumbles into my hair.
I turn to face him. "Well I don't know! I've never had a boy in my room before. And you were taking me to the bed so-"
"Wait, you've never had a boy in your room?"
"Umm, no.", I tell him. Dammit. He probably thinks I'm a major child or something. I mean I'm 16 years old and I've never had a boy in my room.
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This May Hurt (Teen Wolf)
FanfictionWhat happens when everything you know about yourself and the world is a lie? When everything you thought was fake was real? When even the things you know about yourself are a lie too? What happens when your life turns upside because of one incident...