This May Hurt (Teen Wolf)

Chapter 11

Oh...my...goodness. She saw. She actually saw us. My body is frozen in place as I stare at the door she slammed with so much anger. The fury in her eyes could have even made a wild tiger quiver with fear. I am knocked out of my frozen state by the sound of Stiles' voice.

"Vanessa, Vanessa, are you-", he starts.

"She saw. She saw us.", I say.

"Well it doesn't matter. I like you and by that kiss I can tell you like me too. She can't stop that.", he states.

"No, you don't understand. Lydia- She-", I start, but I can not finish.

"She what? I'm not her boyfried, she has one, so what's the problem?", he says.

I want to tell him. I really do, but I can't. If only I knew that this was the Stiles my sister was in love with.

*Flashback*

"Well why can't you just tell him?", I ask Lydia. 

We were sitting in her room having one of our usual sister talks. Once again she was rambling on about the same boy, Stiles, whom she is basically obsessed with at this point.

"I can't just tell him. It's complicated.", she tells me.

"It's only complicated because you make it that way. You said he's like you since like elementary, yet you prance around from guy to guy even though he's the one you actually like. That makes no type of sense!"

"Vanessa, I just don't know it's like- I don't even know. I feel like I'm not good enough for him." She looks downat the ground, a habit of hers she does when she is nervous.

"How can you even say that?! I have yet to even meet this boy, but I'm pretty sure he would do anything for you just like every other guy on the planet."

"But it's different with him. I feel like I am not good enough for him, and you know that's hard for me to say. Compared to him, I'm like on level 0 while he's on level 10."

I almost question the person sitting across from me. She is unrecognizable. There is no way this is my older sister, Lydia. Lydia never acts like this for any person. She's always so stronge and confident with herself, never letting anything get her down. But I can see in her eyes that she means every word she says and it shocks me really. She looks so small, so vulnerable as I watch her think of this boy. No one has ever mad my sister this way; no one. This must be a seriously special boy.

"You're really overreacting Lydia. You're so beautiful and amazing. He'd be lucky to have you." I try to reassure her.

"I really wish you could see him. He's the definition of perfection. His smile could probably make your heart explode. He's so funny and goofy like a child. And OMG his eyes. The perfect shade of golden brown that makes you want to melt into a puddle of mush. He even has these cute little moles on his face. They are so adorable.", she exclaims, her mood instantly brightening as she describes him to me.

"OMG I know, I know! You've told me seven million times!"

"Well it doesn't matter. You'll see him this year when you transfer over to my school from your fancy little private school."

"Hey! It is a beautiful school and I'm only transferring because mother wants be too."

"Whatever. Just don't be a stuck up little sophomore ok?"

"And you don't be a big-headed, slutty senior ok?"

"You are such a bitch!", she laughs as she throws a pillow at me.

*Back to present*

"Don't tell me you won't be with me because of your sister", Stiles pleads to me.

All I can do is look away. I can't do this. I won't do this. Not to my sister. I know how strong her feelings are for him and regardless of my fast growing ones, I will not dare continue this whatever this is.

"Vanessa say something.", he begs.

All I do is look up at the sky and say, "Looks like full moon tonight."

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