Fat

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Fat

"Let's break up."

Those words kept lingering in my head all day everyday. Why did he break up with me? Can it really be because I am 'fat'? I just kept remembering the words he said to me that day.

"No guy wants a fat girl like you. You're disgusting. I just felt sorry for you so I went out with you. Did you really think a guy like me can ever love a girl like you? You must be stupid."

His words cut like knives and my heart ached. All those memories was a lie. He felt sorry for me. All those long nights sleeping together and talking together were lies. I lost my virginity with him. How I felt such regret and hurt. How I wish to disappear from this world.

I came home to a loving mother who cooked me my favorite dishes. Meat, curry, and of course dessert. My appetite was lost as I thought of 'his' words.

"No mom it's okay, I'm not hungry."

"Baby you okay? Are you sick?"

"No mom, just not hungry, save it for me tomorrow."

"Okay honey, go get some rest."

The next morning I heard laughter in the classroom. I heard whispers of my name to my ex boyfriend. They congratulated him on dumping me. What's wrong with society?

I had no friends so I ate under the cherry tree alone. No more boyfriend. No more anything. At the corner of my eye I noticed him talking to a girl. A skinny beautiful girl. I knew he must have found someone. That's why he dumped me.

Late at night I skimmed through magazines. So many beautiful skinny girls. So many lovely bodies. Mine was fat and disgusting. I came across a picture of 'us' together. The hurt came back. I didn't want to believe that he left me for this reason. I know he loves me. He's just blind.

"Maybe that's it! I need to be skinny!"

It hit me instantly. I need to lose weight so he will notice me!

The days grew long. Every time my mom makes me food I always told her I'd rather eat in my room due to excessive amounts of homework. She would let me, and when I got upstairs, I would throw out the food. My diet consisted of only water. Whenever I ate I would throw the contents right back out forcefully. It was working. My body grew smaller as the days went by.

After a month I went from 190 pounds to 105 pounds. It was amazing! it worked. That day I put on make up and dressed cutely to approach him. He was hanging with his guy friends as always.

"Hey" I spoke gently at him giving him a smile.

He looked at me in shocked. He didn't know who I was.

"It's me!"

His eyes widened.

"What? Really? You lost so much weight! You're hot! Wow!" His smile flashed me.

My heart warmed up since I knew he loved me again. He took my hand and asked me out.

"Yes I will go!"

He smiled as we spent the day together like old times. Except now he wasn't as hesitant with taking photos with me. We ate, took pictures, and went skating. It was a fun day.

"Would you like to come to my apartment and hang there?" He smiled gently touching my cheek.

"Yes of course!"

We headed back to his apartment. He throws himself on me and kisses me hard. Soon I found his tongue wiggling in my mouth. My eyes remain opened. The sensation of his tongue. The soft and wetness of this object in my mouth. Seems so juicy and tasty. I wanted him. I wanted all of him. I kissed him back as he held me tight. I held him close as he swirls his tongue in my mouth. My heart races and I could no longer hold it in!

"AHHHHHHHHHH!" He yelled backing away from me covering his mouth.

I grinned looking at him. His tongue in my mouth. I chewed down on it. It tasted so good. I felt I haven't ate in years. I munched and swallowed down. I stared at his scared crying face and it made me laugh.

"Haha baby come here!" I leaped at him.

I munched down on his skin. To the bone. I ate his chewy ears, his soft neck, his juicy lips. I wanted to eat everything! I hear his cries of help, but I couldn't stop! I must eat!

The police eventually caught me. I was sent to a asylum for the ill. I didn't care. I felt at home. I still had my beautiful body. I made sure to check every day. I would ask the ward patrollers for a mirror to look at my beauty.

I thank you my boyfriend. Your flesh made me feel like a true woman. My skin has never glowed so bright. I love you forever.

End

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