Catfish | P.J

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"It's been a while, nerd," Jongmin ruffled my hair as he laughed at me loudly.

After he finished rumbling my hair, he felt Seomin bombard him with the worlds tightest hug. A little bit of my broke seeing how much she cared for him but that didn't stop me from joining in the hug once I could see his face going red from embarrassment and most likely lack of oxygen. We all released the hug and he held us both shoulders length apart.

"Ahh! Dongsaeng's. What am I going to do with you?" He huffed before letting go of both of us and walking to the exit with his suitcase in his hand.

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The blinds in my room were full closed with only thin beams of sunlight hitting my bedroom floor. It had only been five hours since Jongmin had come back home and I already felt unimportant. They all studied his smart attire and his awards he had brought over. He had taken over my fathers business until I'm old enough to as my father left in his will that I was next. I'm glad he's taken over, my fathers business was corrupt and overpowered.

The sound of celebration music blasted throughout the house, making me feel smaller than I already was as the dark accompanied me. The blue light from my phone appeared when I was notified I had a new text. It's probably Anayese... I smiled just thinking about her. She wasn't perfect but she's my world. Although she only leaves her hair out in the day to cover the scars on her neck, keeps her kinky fringe out to cover the scar on her brow even the cute, oversized jumpers she wears to hide her pain filled memories, she's the most precious thing to me...

When I looked at my phone, all those things vanished from my memory. Suddenly I felt the need to cry, to bury myself in my pillow all the time. I had two messages: one from Seomin and one from Anayese. I really wanted to speak to Anna but since the time we met at the park, I had ignored her messages and calls. What she told me shattered my heart and I think she only feels even worse about herself when I try to get it out for her. I'm not right for Anna and Taehyung was right. The more baggage I try to pull off of her she just pulls it away from me again after adding a bit more.

2 New Notifications from:

Anayese.Angel
I miss you 💔

Seomin
I know you're in your room talking to her on the phone. Get downstairs and celebrate Jongmin's return or I'll tell

A/N

So I've done 1001 fillers but I'll let some action take place next lesson.

It's assessment fortnight at my school and want to update commonly because I want to get better