Catfish | P.J

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Time and space  had frozen. My head descended into the water, drowning my thoughts of Anayese. I felt algid and forsaken. I remembered the feeling of her lips against mine, grazing them softly as I had held her in my embrace. With every thought I wished how I should have held her closer in my arms. Time should have froze then. There wasn't a moment I had thought she'd be bad for me. But I was wrong. Anayese made me feel inadeqate, basic, futile. 

The solitude bathroom was bearly lit by the cream candlesticks oddly placed on eithr side of the bathtub. My eyes stung when I had opened them, the parfum seeping deep into my sockets and irritation the delicate tissue. It hurt. But not as much as the heartache Ana had given me. Only God knows how deep the hole was she had dug for me. Soon enough, I couldn't see anything. It was like she was holding me again. I could hear her, see her.

"Jimin, what are you doing?" She laughed in my ear like a siren, her sweet tone luring me in.

My heart had felt numb, its beating nothing but a lagging thump in my chest. My body was overwhelmed in water; I liked it this way. "Jimin ah, get out!" her voice was raucous and almost sounded like she was worried, but that couldn't be true, rigth? She hates me.

"Jimin, get out!" she was screaming. Anna was scared of me... " Minjae ah, call an amb-"

I was lost in my own melancholy thoughts, I submerged in them, I'd drowned with them.

A/N

Okay I've finished the book but I'm going to start the new one very soon. I'v changed my writing techniqu a little bit so I'm pusghing myself t improve on vocabulary and what not. i hope y'all enjoyd xx

Lol I'ts a little bit of a fail but if oyou don't undrstand then i'll rewrite it or ill just contine itsmeaning in te second book if thta makes sense.

If you enjoyed this book, tell me what your favorite book is~

Q:What book ha your read and enjoyed already this year?

A:Checkmate by Malorie Blackman (It's really good and I reccomend it to y'all sm. If you've read it, do you think netflix should make the n&c book series into a netflix original series??)