Catfish | P.J

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Authors POV (I'd listen to )

He was alone. She left him out in the cold... But what for? He had given her his identity and he was repaid like this? Was her not enough? Was it puzzling to know a girl like her had fallen for a boy like Jimin? Wiping his tear-stained cheeks with the end of his sleeve, he spun softly on the park's roundabout.( I legit forgot what it's called sorry...) .

That night he thought about everything. Ana. His mother. His sister. Everything. For a solid hour he rocked on the swings, humming a soft tune. The poor boy had been sniffling so much his nose had gone numb and his complexion resembled a bruised tomato. Jimin, who had barely felt the need to breathe anymore, had stopped rocking on the swing. He had noticed a car light slow down by the pavement and a figure find its way towards a sobbing Anayese who had been crying her heart out on the sidewalk.

Jimin, who was just as heartbroken as her, had barely moved and inch ever since she had dashed out of his sight. For the past two months he had only longed to be closer to her as everyday past, his only aspiration being to show Ana who he really was and how much he cared for her. Sweet memories of the past few months thrown away in a matter of seconds.

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An hour or so had passed and Jimin was no longer rocking on the swing but in his mothers arms, telling himself that she'd be back. Tears of self pity had never felt anymore painful than this and to feel so vulnerable around his mother was making him feel worse. His mother stroked his hair slowly as he played the memory over and over again in his head, reality really sinking in as he roughly gripped this skin on his forearms through his jumper.

"Jimin ah, you can tell me what's wrong..." she whispered softly in my ear.

However, he couldn't. For the first time in forever Jimin had been in her arms. After she had left Seomin and him to do what she always wanted: start a life with the only child she wanted, jongmin, it was hard to live a happy life knowing you weren't wanted. They had never been enough for her. Poor Seomin had cried her eyes out every night since he told her what she had done. The sensation of her motherly arms being wrapped around Jimin for the first time felt comforting and like everything was fine.

He buried his head deeper into her chest before wiping the tears off of his face. (Don't get it wrong fam he is a sad boi). She pulled apart for him and held his chin up so his eyes had made contact with hers.

"Jiminie? What's going on..?" She frowned at him, the sympathy in her eyes not leaving when Jimin looked up at her and started smiling.

"She's beautiful mom... and I'll never be able to be face to face with her again," he smiled unreassuringly at her while thumbing withe her hand.

"She has this beauty smile, and... she has these eyes that I get lost in every time we look at each other. She's the most important girl to me and she doesn't know how much she hurt me. I just want to hold her and tell her how beautiful she is but she'll never let me now."

"Who Jiminie?"

Jimin froze. He bit his in her lip and looked down at the floor before opening his mouth slightly. Telling his mother about the girl he loved could've been dangerous. She wasn't exactly open to him dating girls who hadn't been from a Korean decent in the past when Seomin had snitched on him even though she had dated a foreign man herself, Seomin included. He purses his lips before nodding his bed and taking a deep breath.

"Her names Anayese. We've been talki-"

"Jimin. Why would you date a girl with such a name. Are. There not enough Korean girls at your school? Do you not like them?"

Jimin let out a sigh of exhaustion and shook his bed in disappointment, " No eomma... I just... I think I'm in love..."

"Don't cry over her. Eomma will find you a girl prettier and richer than her."

A/n

I've got like 4 more chapter I wanna do and this book will be complete. Are you guys exited for the ending? Or is this book just getting plain boring?

I gave a little bit of insight on his mother because I thought her character wasn't explained very well but I wanna try something new. Also follow me for a 2nd book because I thought of a really good second story for this book! I hope you enjoy(ed).