Kellard- A Gerard Way and Kellin Quinn fanfiction

The Boy with Hazel Eyes and Alcohol Always on his Breath

Kellin's P.O.V

He kissed me. Not by choice, but still. He must've enjoyed it as much as me. He had to. I know it's clichè but when he kissed me, I honestly saw sparks. Looking into his hazel eyes, in that moment, there was nowhere else I'd rather be. But then he had to ruin it by running to the bathroom and spewing his guts. I tried to tell myself that it was because he'd drank too much, but that voice in my head told me different. It was because of me. It'd disgusted him when I was sat in his lap and bit his lip. I bet the only reason he'd pulled me closer was to make me look like a horny twat in front of everyone.

Oh God. He'd probably guessed I was gay and was trying to out me in front of everyone. No one could know. Especially not the media and public. They'd eat me alive. Even though people say they're alright with it when you tell them you're gay, you can still tell it puts them on edge.

I came out to my friend in high school and after that he wouldn't spend time with me because he was afraid I'd rape him or something. Then he proceeded to  the whole school about my sexuality. Lets just say, swirlies and beatings became a daily occurrence. So when I had a fresh start, I decided it'd be best if no one knew. I'd just suffer in silence and eventually get a meaningless girlfriend to throw everyone off the scent. Not that I wouldn't treat her like a princess. Anyway, I was used to the act I'd been keeping up for years. And I wasn't going to let Gerard Way mess it up.

I found him in the bathroom next to the toilet, sick coating his mouth. After cleaning him up, I carried him to bed, undressed him and tucked him in, kissing his forehead. It was probably my imagination but I swear I saw him smile. "I'm sorry I made you throw up." I whispered.

And with that, I left, curious about the story about the boy with hazel eyes and a trace of alcohol always on his breath.

A/N if any of you have any suggestions, feedback, etc, don't hesitate to comment it. And if you think I should involve any other bands, tell me.