The Top Bunk

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Gerard's P.O.V

I woke up, my head throbbing. We all knew how to numb that. More beer. I didn't just drink to stop the physical pain, but the emotional pain too. I hated feeling sorry for myself but I couldn't help it...unless I was intoxicated. When I was sober I would mainly moan, feel depressed, tell myself I wasn't good enough and wonder why I had to be gay. Don't be mistaken, in no way am I homophobic, it's just that, I get enough grief already without people knowing I'm gay. I could only imagine how people would react if they found out.

It didn't help that I nearly blew my cover yesterday because of Kellin. Something about him just drew me in. He was so intoxicating. From the gormless yet sexy expression he always wore to his vans covered feet, he was the one who made my heart beat a little faster. Didn't help that he always had his biceps on show. But I had to try and forget about that, which is a little hard considering that the musky scent of his cologne was still covering me. Shit.

A loud bang woke me up a little while later. I looked out of the window, ready to shout at whoever made the noise. I mean, we all know how sassy I am. All I saw was an exasperated Kellin and a bus going up in smoke. Guess their bus had broke down. Haha, sucker. Then I remembered that our bus was the only other bus with enough spare bunks to house them. And we'd have no other choice but to live with them till they got a new bus. Which would be at least a month. Great. What if he gets a shower and I see him in just a towel after? What if his scent covers EVERYTHING?  God, that'd be hot. Gerard, stop! I sighed and ran a hand through my hair. I was already blushing and he hadn't even asked yet. Oh wait, here he was, strolling over to our bus.

He stepped through the door and seen as my bedroom's directly next to it, he saw me straight away. He gulped. "Um...Our bus broke down and yours is the only bus available to stay in, so can we stay here till we get a new bus...please?" He asked hesitantly.

"Sure." I answered, knowing I didn't really have a choice.

"Thanks." He said and left without another word, seeming like he was eager to leave. Okayyyyy then.

Later that night the guys were all about finished unpacking. Ray was bunking with Jack, Justin with Frank, Gabe with Mikey, Bob in his own bedroom, because he needs 'personal space', and (surprise, surprise) me bunking with Kellin. Great, I hope he didn't hear me sleep talking.

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