I felt myself falling. I was plummeting to the ground. And right before my body made impact my body shot upright in my bed. "Not again," I mumbled to myself as I slowly walked out of bed to get some fresh air. I stared at the blinking time in the microwave.
3:37AM
"Ugh," I mumbled as I slipped on my wind breaker and black Ugg boots and trudged onto the icy deck. I breathed in deeply while looking at the clear navy blue sky. Stars lit up the night with a perfect crescent moon shining through the wispy clouds that tried to hide it from my vision. I leaned on the banister and breathed in the icy air. The wind made the snow blow around and hit your face. As I felt your face become numb to the cold air. My breath became more regulated and I shuffled towards the door. It creaked open as i noticed the living room light was on. I knew I didn't turn it on when I woke up so I slowly walked towards the orange light.
"Y/N? Is that you?" I heard my roommates groggy voice ask.
"Yes, are you okay Josh?" I said sitting down beside him on the couch.
"I should be asking you that question. Why were you outside at 3:30 in the morning?" He asked, wrapping his hand around my shoulder as i leaned into his side.
"I had a nightmare and needed some fresh air," I explained nuzzling my face into his shoulder.
"Same here, I was going to crawl in bed with you but I got worried because you weren't there," Josh sighed.
"You were going to crawl in bed with me?" I questioned him.
"I feel safe when you cuddle me, I know we aren't dating but you're my best friend and I love you. You make me feel wanted," Josh said pulling me away from him so he could stand up. "I guess I should go to bed," Josh sighed as he stood up off the couch and attempted to walk out of the room.
"Don't even try me," I said as I got up and pulled on his white muscle shirt. He looked so hot. All that drumming and working out made him really fit so he could keep up onstage. His bright yellow hair in a messy pile on his head. He was perfect, and that feeling took over me.
"What do you want?" He asked clearly irritated. That didn't stop me from wrapping my arms around his neck and looking up into his dark mysterious eyes.
"I want you," I whispered as he wrapped his hands around my waist. "I've liked you for a long time Josh."
"Well I guess the feelings were mutual," He mumbled to himself.
"Really? You like me?" I asked.
"Well... Yeah basically," Josh laughed under his breath.
"That's cute," I smiled as he lifted my chin with his index finger and leaned in. Our lips met and I turned into putty in his hands.
Josh smiled into the kiss and pulled away kissing my forehead. "How are you so beautiful?" He asked me smiling as I blushed and started uncontrollably giggling.
"I think you should ask yourself that question handsome," I giggled playfully.
"Enough of this romance shit," Josh laughed as he started tickling my stomach.
"AH JOSH ST-STOP I-HAHAHAHAHA I CAN-HAHAHA CAN'T BREATH," I laughed as he tackled me into the couch. Josh laughed as i tickled his ribs and he fell on top of me on the couch.
"I love you," Josh mumbled into my chest.
"Well, the feelings would be mutual if I COULD FUCKING BREATH!" I yelled into his chest.
"Oh shit, sorry." Josh laughed.
"I love you too," I said as he leaned in to lock lips with mine.
(A/N) GUYS I HAD A DENTIST APPOINTMENT AND YA BOI HAS NO CAVITIES AND I NEVER HAD ONE EVER AND EVERYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY HAS AT LEAST ONE WOWOWO GO ME IM THE HEALTHY ONE.
