Suga Kookies

#64

Prompt: Min Holly Jealousy
Requested By: PansyBlossom
(I hope this is what you were hoping for x)

Dedicated to: PansyBlossom ♡

They were performing in Daegu. Which meant that Taehyung and Yoongi could see their families. Taehyung was excited more than ever. Practically bouncing around the place. Even when the concert was finished he was still energetic. Yoongi was as he always was but they knew he was happy to see his family, especially a small brown ball of fluff. Holly, his small puppy, had taken a piece of his heart so quickly. When he talked about the puppy he would get this soft look on his face. He was anticipating returning to the dorm as she would be there for the next two days while in Daegu. Jungkook however was quiet. More quiet than usual. He didn't participate in the maknae lines antics on the drive home like usual. Keeping his head placed against the window and eyes closed. Namjoon concluding he was probably just tired whenever he would catch the others look over worryingly. They reached the dorm in no time and hurried inside. Once inside they all relaxed. Namjoon and Hoseok hyungs opting to shower, Jin hyung deciding to make them all something to eat, Yoongi going straight to Holly who was resting in the living room area and the 95 line to play video games. Jungkook stood by the door watching Yoongi interact with the small puppy. He got a bad feeling in his stomach area. He knew what it was. He was jealous. Of a dog. Yoongi was never one to show his feelings, just small things he did which as a whole was so much more. So it was quite a shock the first time when he talked about a puppy with so much adoration.

Jungkook would never admit it to the older but he had feeling for him. For how long? Since they debuted. It had begun as admiration for the hardwork and dedication Yoongi would out into composing and producing their songs alongside Hoseok and Namjoon. The nights he spent in the studio sometimes not even coming home. Something more when he would do small things showing he cared like covering Hoseok with a blanket when he fell asleep on the couch, helping Jin clean the kitchen after he had been the one who cooked. It was after the first time they ate lamb skewers together he knew. He realised as they ate because as the older focused on eating he was focused on the older. The black hair that looked so soft he wanted to touch, the intense brown eyes that held so much emotion and untold stories, that could go from intimidating to soft in zero seconds. His lips that were so soft looking and a cherry pink in colour. He wanted to lean in and kiss him but alas he was too shy. There was so much about his hyung he had fallen in love with and so much more to learn about him. However he was afraid. He didn't even know how Yoongi felt about liking the opposite sex. Something inside told him that the older wouldn't bat an eyelid, the same couldn't be said about the rest of South Korea. They weren't very open to the idea of people liking and loving the same sex. He was afraid most of all of losing the friendship he had with the older. That if he did confess things would be awkward. So for three years he kept it hidden. Taehyung and.Jimin being the only two who knew. Jimin had found out by himself and comforted the younger. Taehyung had been told. Being the two youngest they were quite close. Well, the three maknaes were. Taehyung had hugged him and said he understood. After discussion Taehyung had told him he too liked boys, he was bisexual. He had a crush on a certain member for some time now but also was too afraid to say anything. It made the three youngest become that much closer and more bonded.

He watched silently as Yoongi placed Holly into his lap placing a kiss onto his head. Jungkook sighed. It was getting ridiculous. It was at the stage where he wanted to be Holly. He face palmed himself hoping it would cause him to snap out of his thoughts. It did but it also made both Yoongi and Holly looked up at him. His thoughts blanched and he felt his cheeks heat up. Embarrassed he bowed and left the room. Once in the safety of his own room he let out a breath of relief. He really needed to get control over his thoughts especially around the older. He jumped when there was a knock on the door. Presuming it was either Tae or Jimin he opened it hastily.
His eyes widened, “Y-Yoongi hyung? Is uh everything okay?” Yoongi stood before him holding Holly, with one eyebrow raised. He motioned to tell him he was coming in. Jungkook stepped back allowing access. Yoongi closed the door and placed Holly on the floor. Jungkook could feel his palms become sweaty at the close proximity.
Holly sniffed around before barking happily at Jungkook. As much as he was jealous of the attention Yoongi gave the puppy he couldn't resist dogs. So he scooped up the puppy rubbing him between the ears. Holly seemed to like the feeling and snuggled into him falling asleep on his lap. Jungkook smiled at the small dog adoringly before looking up to ask his hyung what was wrong. However when he did he hesitated. Yoongi was looking from him to Holly a strange expression on his face. Jungkook reached out tugging at his shirt, “Hyung?” Yoongi shook his head and sat beside Jungkook. He didn't say anything for a few seconds. Jungkook holding his breath. He could feel the warmth from Yoongi especially when their shoulders would brush against each other's. Yoongi looked at him before focusing his gaze on Holly, “Do you know why I fell so easily for Holly? Why I have such a soft spot for him?” Jungkook shook his head a confused expression on his face. Yoongi chuckled, “That! That right there. The lost expression, the wide eyes and the mess you call hair.” Jungkook was even more confused. What did his hair have to do with Holly? Yoongi continued his explanation, “I've always had a soft spot for dogs especially abandoned ones. Sometimes I think it might be a sign. The reason Holly makes me so soft, and yes I admit to that, is because he reminds me of you.” This cause Jungkook to almost choke on his own saliva. His mouth opened in surprise, “W-What do you mean he reminds you of me?” Yoongi bit his lip, “The wide eyes. I can never say no to them. The damn hair that suits you so well, especially the natural curly style when you just wake up. I told myself I wouldn't say anything. You were only a child. But as time went by you grew into your body and lost the baby face look. Add in the fact our concepts were growing and the dance moves, jesus. Once you became of age and we released blood sweat and tears I knew I was fucked. The fact you were of age and the adult concept. It's getting harder to hide my feelings for you. I should know better. I'm your hyung. I'm supposed to take care of you and guide you, not want to kiss you senseless and want to fuck you until you can't walk. Even now I've said too much. I didn't want to lose the friendship we have. I just can't do it anymore. Pretend. That I'm not hopelessly in love with you.” Jungkook didn't know how to react. The fact that Yoongi felt the same. All this time they could have been more. He guessed it wasn't so bad because now they both knew. That and Yoongi could do whatever he wanted to Jungkook and not worry about him being too young or underage. He felt the excitement replace his nerves. Yoongi taking the silence as rejection had gotten up to leave. He was stopped as Jungkook again tugged at his shirt pulling him back. Jungkook grinned, “Are you, are you sure. That you want this, that you want me? Because I don't think I could bare it if I believed you too were in love with me only to be wrong and have to watch you walk away. I know I'm young and naive and you're well you're older and smarter and you could have someone much more deserving. However I'm selfish hyung. So selfish. I don't want someone else to touch you. To call you theirs or you call them yours.”
Yoongi gently moved Holly from Jungkook to the bed. He then proceeded to pull the younger up and kiss him. Jungkook wrapped his arms around the older sister neck. Yoongi bit down on Jungkook's lip making them part slightly but enough so he could slip his tongue in. They only pulled back, panting, when Holly decided he wanted attention too. Jungkook giggled and picked the small dog up hugging him tightly. His cheeks flushed and eyes practically sparkling. Yoongi sighed, “I'm so screwed. Between the two of you I'm going to have to hide how you both affect me. And yes I'm sure. I've never been mkre sure about anything.” Jungkook grinned again. Okay so maybe he wasn't so jealous of Holly, well not anymore.

The two days were spent practicing and performing. Jungkook more energetic than ever that he was cornered by Taehyung and Jimin on the last night after the concert. They began squealing when be explained what happened promising not to say anything until him and Yoongi told the others the following day. They had taken it well and went about their usual routines after congratulating them. After Jin threatening that if Yoongi hurt her baby he would find himself six feet under, of course. Once they finished up the concerts they went back to Seoul. Yoongi and Jungkook sad to say goodbye to Holly the most. Taehyung sad to leave his parents. Once back in Seoul the manager announced they could take two days rest after working so hard. Jin took it upon himself to treat the rest out to something to eat as a small celebration. Jungkook and Yoongi deciding to spend some time alone knowing it would be rare.
It was safe to say the following morning Jungkook was sore and unable to walk. Yoongi surprising everyone when he was first awake and carrying breakfast on a tray back to the bedroom.