My Idol {Lams SoulMate AU}

Chapter 6

Alex POV

That night, John was placed in the hospital. Lafayette and Hercules stayed with us until 10:30. I stayed overnight. Looking at John with his eyes closed. Praying, and praying, and praying.

Eliza, Angelica, Peggy, and Maria came over the next day. I guess Maria was Peggy's girlfriend. She seemed nice though and gave me some comforting words for John.

It had been so long since I've slept. Eliza tried to tell me to go home. She told me that I could go rest and that she could stay here. But I wasn't going to leave John. He was my soulmate and I wasn't going to let myself see grey again.

It had been about a week. I was sitting in the chair reading a biography of Lin Manuel Miranda. I heard something different than the usual beeps of the heart monitor. No, it was one long never ending beep. I dropped my book. My mouth fell open as my eyes started going wide. I put my hand on my heart. I could almost hear it dying and breaking.

Doctors ran in. They started caring for John. Nurses tried to drag me out of the room. They didn't want me to see it. But I could hear it. The careful long beep of Johns heart. The broken and shattered heart of mine. I started crying and I got up and pushed the nurses out of the way.

Lafayette, Maria, Hercules, and the Schuylers ran in. I didn't dare to ask how they knew what was happening. Angelica and Eliza sat at the foot of his bed. Their eyes could tell what was happening. They were broken. Their father was the one who did this to John. Peggy cried into Maria's dress and Maria stroked her head. She shed a few tears as well. Lafayette had his hand over his mouth. You could see tears well up in his eyes. He was trying not to let it out. Hercules failed at trying to do that. He let the tears come out and stomped out of the room.

Herc - WELL THERE GOES ME BEING THE FLOWER GIRL!!!! WWWWAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!

Everyone was looking at me. Trying to see, understand, what the hell I was thinking. I was so confused. Whenever your soulmate dies, your vision turns back to grey. I could still see the brightest of colors. I took Johns hand and squeezed it tightly. I brought it up to my face and kissed it. I cried into Johns sleeve. He couldn't be dead.

I was so distracted. So broken, that I couldn't hear the gasps of the others. That I couldn't hear Hercules running in. That I couldn't hear the careful and steady beats.

John - Where am I?

I looked up. He was smiling, blinking, breathing, HE WAS FUCKING ALIVE!!!

Alex - JOHN!!!!

I jumped on top of him and hugged him. I kissed every single space of Johns beautiful face that I knew existed. Words couldn't describe how happy I was in that moment.

Hercules - MY CHANCES OF BEING A FLOWER GIRL!!!! YES!!!! YES!!!
Eliza - The Lord and his kindness, he gave John more time!
Lafayette - MON AMI!!! WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD I WAS SO SCARED!!!
Angelica - Don't kidnapped again okay Johnathan!!
Peggy - This will make great fanfiction!
Maria - PEGGY!!!

Alex - How...how is this possible?
John - I...don't know. But can you please get off me? I don't even know who you are!
Alex - ....what....
Herc - YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!! GOD, WERE GONNA HAVE A SERIOUS TALK!!! UGH!! NURSE GIVE ME A CHAIR!!! GIVE ME ANYTHING I CAN FUCKING BREAK!!! WHAT DID YOU SAY?? NO?? OH WELL FUCK YOU TO THEN, I HOPE YOU STEP ON GUM AND IT RUINS YOUR SHOES!! YEAH I FUCKING SAID IT!! COME GET ME BITCH!! ILL THROW THE FLOWERS AT YOU, BECAUSE I GUESS IM NOT GONNA USE THEM ANYMORE!! HAHA!! WHY DOES EVERYTHING MAKE ME WANA DIE!! I JUST WANT TO BE A FLOWER GIRL, IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK??!! MAYBE IT IS!! WELL TEN FUCK YOU WAAAAAHHHH