Regrets (H20Vanoss) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 19 - Different Perspectives

Evan POV

Blue

His Blue eyes

Like Crystals, no, like the ocean.

I couldn't get them out of my head. No matter what I tried to distract myself with. It always cycled back to him.

I don't know why I feel so attached to him. I used to hate him, well hate is a strong word, and bully him. Then again, he's always interested me. But I was scared to get to know him since I had everything with the crew, I couldn't afford it and risk the crew hating me.

I hate myself for it, I hate that I hurt him. Even though he never showed it, I know it affected him.

It was nearing the time of day where Jonathan would come and give me something to eat. So it didn't shock me when the door creaked open.

Except it wasn't Jonathan who entered the room. I immediately recognized that it wasn't him. It was Smitty.

He wore his signature smirk on his face. I looked down to see he didn't have any food with him, the only thing he held was a knife.

My instincts told me to be anxious and nervous, and to a certain point I was. My heart began to beat a little faster but I've gotten so used to seeing people with guns, knives, etc. That it didn't get to me to much anymore, not like it used to. He's most likely just using it as an incentive to make me move somewhere else.

"I'm hungry" I said blankly.

"Were you expecting some food? Well when I agreed to be 'trained' by Delirious I was expecting some awesome fucking experience where I learned to hurt people.....So, I guess we don't always get what we hope for" He retorted, twirling the knife in his hand.

"Okay...?" I'm confused, where did that come from?

"Okay? Is that all I get? Not a 'oh, what do you mean by that Smitty?'...No?" He asked.

All I did was shrug my shoulders. After that he walked over to me, shutting the door behind him.

"Well," He started "Basically I told you that because I want to hurt you, Delirious gave Craig to WildCat so my toy is gone and I'm tired of TECH LESSONS"

My blank face immediately showed interest...WildCat, Tyer....WildCat? Are they the same person?

I was about to say something when he stood up and turned his back to me and began to say something.

"Delirious isn't here though, which means...I get full rein on you" I could hear the excitement in his voice.

He probably was kept with Mark for a while. I chuckled to myself.

He turned around and punched me across the face, making me fall to the one side. Slamming his foot onto my back I let out a cry of pain. He grabbed my shirt pulling me up, punching me again.

I stayed on the ground trying to fight through the pain. Smitty walked away, soon coming back with a chair.

Placing the chair beside me he roughly shoved me into it, struggling a bit to get me to the height of the chair. Kinda Pathetic.

Once I was in the chair he bound my arms and legs to it, as well as a rope around my neck. He now has a straight face, showing no emotion but also showing that he was trying to hard. Who's he trying to make proud? Delirious? Yeah sure bud.

He took his knife back out and began cutting my shirt. Attempting to make me anxious. It didn't work though. But I guess he gave up and just ripped off my shirt entirely.