Chapter 11

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It had been 2 weeks since Momma kicked me out. She won't answer my calls or my text messages. I never thought in a million years she would do this to me. Dolly wasn't talking to me either, because I lied to her she said. I had no momma, no boyfriend, no money and barely had a place to stay. I was sleeping downstairs in Sway's sisters basement. Sway had seemed to have been the only one who had my back these days. NaNa would check in on me and Jayla was being Jayla. If Dj wasn't updating me on his case , he wouldn't talk to me. Everything ended in an argument with us anyways. He told me that his court date was sometime during the end of this month and when he got the exact date he'd like for me to be there. I was still deeply in love with Dj so of course I'd be there for him. I also felt like if I was there the truth would come out about why the police were building a case.

Me and Sway were laying on the bed listening to Lauryn Hill and just talking. She was rubbing my back and playing in my hair. I was telling her how hurt I was that out of all people my momma would turn her back on me.
"And my brothers. They don't talk to me either. Quan thinks I'm trying to trap Dj to make sure he don't ever leave me. What type of stupid shit is that?" I feel tears forming in my eyes.
"Don't worry about them right now. Just relax. I told you I gotchu and I meant that. It's gonna be okay, I'll help you figure this out. I promise."
Sway had been very helpful. She help me set up a doctors appointment, get Medicare and WIC vouchers, and even help me apply for section 8 and some based on income houses. She helped me fill out hella job applications and even asked her sister to let me stay here with them. She was the only one who was still on my side.
"Thank you tho. Forreal g, cause you didn't have to help me. I appreciate it."
"Nah it's cool."
Sway stops rubbing my back and starts rubbing my booty and my thighs. As much as I wanted to tell her to stop, I also didn't want her to stop so I just laid there. Sweetest Thing played softly in the background. I had been super sexually frustrated lately. I told myself to stop having these thoughts but this rub down felt so nice. I didn't even like girls. But Sway was so fine too. But I didn't even like girls. Never even been with one like that. Dj was the only person whoever touched me like that. Sway kissed me on my forehead. Dj used to do that. She pulled my face to hers and kissed me, it was soft, it made me melt. She rolled me on my back and started to kiss me all over. Every inch of my body she touched and it sent chills all over. When she reached my shorts she looked up at me.
"Tell me to stop if you want me to." Tell her to stop, I think. But I didn't want her to stop. I. WAS. DRIPPING. I grabbed a pillow and placed it over my head. Sway pulled off my shorts and went to work. She made my body do things I didn't even know I was capable. I doubt that pillow muffled any sound I made, she took the pillow from me anyways. Her fingers and her tongue made me feel better than Dj ever had. She made me taste myself. I felt a single tear leave out my eye. If I didn't know any better I'd think she was tryna make me fall in love. I'm sure I came like 5 times. I had no energy left and I laid here and fell asleep.

The next morning we woke up to a knock on the door.
"Who?" Sway yelled. I sat up.
"Simone." Someone said in the most annoying voice ever.
"Oh shit." Sway said, nervous as hell. "Put your shorts on g. Go lay on that other bed."
I get up and do as I'm told. I'm giving Sway the same confused look I gave momma. She mouth the words 'I'm sorry'. I was so lost. She opened the door for Simone.
"Hey daddy!" Simone says. They kiss. It all clicks. I could slap fire out of both these bitches. What in the fuck.

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