The boy who could fix

Chapter 1- Quite a charming look

//Make sure to read the prologue for more background information.//

"Chapter 1- Quite a charming look"

It's funny how people take their own life to get rid of all the pain, but they dont really think about how they leave their loved ones in so much hurt.

 It's like one take their own life to get rid of their pain, and pass it to the ones left standing.The ones who's gonna miss you the most, the ones who loved you the most.

 See that's the thing I dont quite understand now, how somebody could do that, how my mom could do that.

 It has been 1 month since the "incident". 31 hole days without my mom, 31 nights since the night she decided that it was enough. And I have never cried again since that night, because feelings is weakness. 

If I was fixed? 

No, not at all.

 How do you live a normal life after you had a life changing experience so bad as this? You don't. You don't live, you just learn how to survive. And thats what I'm going to do, survive.

Someday I had to get back to school, and today was the day.

 If I'm exited? yeah, always fun being the new girl starting in the middle of the semester. 

Because thats what i have to do now, be new. Forget everything I'm used to, just start over.

 I dont really know my dad, so after my mom died and I got out of the sick house, after they found out I'm not suicidale, I moved to my aunt, Jackie. 

She is in the middle of a mid life crises, so that's fun.

 But she has a big apartment, and  she's single. She's also rich. So thats a good thing. I had only met her a few times before I moved to her, she's not actually that bad. She's always at work, so I'm mostly alone. But I don't mind. I'm going to collage next year, so its only through my senior year, and then I'm gone. 

Her apartment, or "home" is a walking distant to school. Only 15 minuets. So I walk,

 not that I actually have a choice. I dont have a car.

 When I arrive I take a deep breath. Trying to find my inner peace or something. 

Then I walk in. The hallways are crowded. People who talks with other people, groups of friends here and there, and some couple making out. So yeah, nothing unusual. 

As I pass I see people turn around and others begin to whisper. I suddenly feel uncomfortable and scared. Do they know who I am? Do they know about my mom? No, they can't, can they? No stop Valerie, of course they dont know. They are not staring at you, no-one cares, everybody just cares for themselves, you are just fresh meat. I had to remind myself. 

As I try to find my locker I pass by four guys who apparently has to be some kind of gods to the rest of the school. I could figure that out by the way the atmosphere changed, by the way everyone became silent. By the way the girls stare, 

they stare as Justin Bieber have just entered the building.

 And how the boys admire the four gods walking past them and  watching them with respect, like they are  everything they dreamed to be.

 I on the other hand dont understand why,  like yeah they are not bad looking, but still.

 They all sort of look the same, muscular, higher than skyscraper and wider than the pacifistic ocean. All wearing skinny-kinda jeans and a shirt or a hoodie. None of them smile, except one of them, the only blond one.

 I stop analyze them for a second and grab my map so I can find my locker. 

As I pass the greek gods, I stupidly enough, crash into one of them. 

Oh god, how cliche. 

I dont fall, surprisingly since I just crashed into mount everest, my books on the other hand does. I dont even care to watch if he's okey, I just mumble a smal sorry and bow down to get my books. 

When I'm done I look up to see him still standing there, pissed. He still locked good though, brown hair and eyes, sun kissed skin and a perfect constructed jawline. I notice how everybody get silent, and even hear someone wowing. It's like everybody in the hallway is afraid, for me, RIP me then.

 I roll my eyes over how pathetic the situation is. Without thinking straight I say 

"How cliche". 

I dont think everybody heard it, but someone defiantly did, because I can hear them laugh. Mr, Everst clearly didnt find it funny, like at all. He just look like, I dont know, like he wants to kill someone, like maybe me. 

Because I dont want any trouble, I apologize again, smile, and pass by him.

 At least that was my plan,

 after the smile, I tried  to pass by him, but as I was going to, he grabbed my wrist, witch lead me to turn around and face him again. 

"watch where you are going princess" mr, everest says, sounding bitter,  as he grabb my wrist.

 I look confused at him, what the hell, i didn't hurt him, he's like 100 times bigger than me. "Drop it Cole, it's not worth it" one of his friends says, he is part asian I could tell, black hair and smal eyes. 

Mr, everest, or Cole as they call him, just stare at me, with a gaze that could kill.

 I'm not gonna lie, I feel a bit threatened. But I don't show. I try to look at him with a confusing look, with a little bitching face. 

"Its a charming gaze you are giving me, I must say" I say, again not thinking straight.

 Suddenly the tight grip around my wrist loosens and vanish.  

The blond smiling friend gives out a laugh. 

Then Cole gives him a gaze.  The blond one takes his hands over his head and says 

"what? that was quite funny." 

 Coles face begins to look a little less murderous. He runs his hand through his hair. He does look like a greek god, i won't lie. He's still an idiot. Then he looks at me, with a smirk on his face.

 "If you are done checking me out Princess, you can go now." I get shocked by his comment.I was checking him out.

 What know?

 And then of course I just have to say something, without thinking, 

again. 

 "Yeah, I think I'm done now" 

All his friends begins to smile,

 and he,

 he just look at me with those charming eyes and a little smile. I roll my eyes, and turn around.

Idiot, I think. I don't know if I'm referring to him, or myself.

 After that little episode I'm just walking straight and proud, like nothing ever happened. 

Like my mama told me "Don't ever show them how you feel, be neutral and proud." 

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