Chapter 2-Refferd as Valerie

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"Chapter 2-Refferd as Valerie"

"Emotions ruins, feelings kill, do not let it take over you." My mom always told me, even when I was a child.

"But what about happiness and love?" I once asked her, after she sheered with me her how-to-live-a-smart- life advice. 

              Happiness and love don't kill you, do they?

"There is nothing like happiness darling, feelings are not real. It's just how people survive in this cruel world. And love, there is nothing called love, it's just an excuse to not be lonely."

Many may call my mom damaged or even emotionless, but we called it strong. She was strong because she could handle any situation without even blinking an eye or shed a tear. She could handle it without any over-activated reaction. I always wondered how she could do that, I never could. 

She is

Was

Never to sad, never to angry or never to happy.

Just,

 neutral.

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The school day was over. I didn't get into any other situations. Witch means; I did't meet any other idiots who looked like gods. 

I didn't make any friends though.

 But relived that I survived I walk to my looker to get my stuff. As I close my locker, a tall, blond and muscular body leans on the looker beside mine,behind the locker door. I give out a little oh god and jump as I see him. 

How long was he standing there. 

As I get a look on his face I can tell it's the smiling blond one. You know, one of the greek gods. 

He seems a littler nicer than his friend.

He looks a little scared about my reaction and are quick to apologize,

"I'm sorry I did not mean to scare you, I just wanted to introduce myself. We didn't get a chance after my buddy acted like an ass." He takes his hand to meet mine, 

"I'm Jacob" He says smiling.

Definitely nicer than his friend.

I greet his hand and smile back. "Im Valerie"

Still smiling he says, "May I walk you out the door?" 

I smile back and nod "since you asked so nicely" 

"So Valerie, what brings you here?" he ask while we are on our way to the door.  Before I could answer he says " Was it the normal I got bullied so I had to move? or..." He takes a breath and lower his voice and come closer to my ear, " are you an undercover for the FBI?" 

Joining the joke I say in all seriousness "How did you know?!" 

Jacob smile proud like he just found out the cure to cancer, " I have my sources, relax I won't tell anybody. I kinda like you, Val. So I want to keep you here" He gives me a friendly nudge on the shoulder. 

I give out a big grin and a little laugh. Maybe I have made a friend after all. I can feel the happiness creeping through my body. 

Stop It Val, Its not real. Feelings kill. My mothers voice comes in my head to remind me. With that reminder I try not to get overly happy, just be neutral.

When we reach outside there is a group of boys by the stairs, by the jacket most of them are wearing I could see that they were sport idiots, 

Im sorry, football players.

They were staring at us, me. They begin to whistle as I pass by them, and one of them even had the nerve to touch my butt.  I don't think Jacob notice it, but I defiantly do. Even though I want to learn them a lesson about how stupid cat-calling and touching is,

by castrate them, 

I just let it be. I choose to ignore them.

Nothing ever comes out good by overreacting, just breath in and...

As I was calming down and  doing some inner peace stuff, I get irrupted by one of the cat-callers.

"Ey new girl, wanna come for a ride in my car!?"

 I can hear his teammates laugh around him. 

Idiots.

Both me and Jacob stop to turn around, I just role my eyes at  them and turn back, choose again to ignore it. 

Jacob answer them with a middle finger, "assholes" he says.

Jacob and I split shortly after by his car, he offered me a ride. Happy by the offer I thank no.

Then I continue to walk, but I do not reach the end of the parking lot before I get surrounded by the smell of strong man cologne. The man with the cologne is the one who cat-called me. He push me gently against the three behind me, but hard enough that I can't fight against. 

He place his hands on both sides of my head, his body is close, to close. He look at me with those I'm- going- to- rape- you eyes. 

I give him a bitching face. I try to get away but he have other plans, plus he is stronger than me.

"Oh no new girl, don't go. I know you want me." 

"Just leave me alone." I spit out irritated.

The people who were still here, were now gathering around us. I search trough the crowd, than I spot Cole. He walks towards us. Great, now I have to fight against a football player and a greek god. 

"Leave her alone Steve" Cole says as he arrives to were we stand. I look at him surprised. Did he just defend me, the same guy who looked like he just had my funeral planned  few hours ago.

Steve dont respond, instead he take one hand on my hip and the other runs through my hair. Creep. 

"Take someone who can fight for themselves, don't be a coward and take the new girl."  Cole tries again. 

Steve gives out a laugh. 

Offended by Coles comment I go in action and defend myself.

Superior and confident I say calmly; " If you don't let go of me now I swear to God I'm going to scream rape on the top of my lungs."

He takes his hand of me and mumble "slut" as he walks back to his laughing friends. This time they were not laughing with him, but at him. People around smile and laugh. That including Cole. I give myself a mental high-five.

"Nice one princess" I hear Cole say to me. I smile for myself.

"I'm also referred as Valerie " I say back before I walk.

He gets a small smirk on his face, "Bye Valerie"

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