Forever Yours, Faithfully

Forever Yours, Faithfully: Intro.

Warning: I DON'T own glee. 

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Rachel's POV

I felt the cold slushy hit me out of no where, the instant I turned around. It's been weeks since I last have been slushied. I shivered and just sighed, I can hear people laughing around me, I can hear Santana,and Quinn's laugh the loudest.

"You're nothing here Ru Paul." Quinn sneered in her ear as they passed her.

I closed my locker and heard the bell ring. Everyone quickly left to their classrooms leaving me alone walking in the hallway. For once I was glad I was alone, I didn't want anyone to see how I wanted to cry.

I quickly walked to to abandoned locker room that was inside and I went to wash up. I cleaned up my face, and went to the showers to wash out my hair and much as I can. Once I was finished, I just left, I didn't care how I looked like I just needed to leave. I quickly ran outside and into my car, I had to get out of here. I just had too.

I sped home and when I got home, I ran around trying to hold back my sobs trying to find any boxes in my house so I can start packing up everything. I rushed up to my room and packed everything that I cared a lot of. I stared at the pictures up on my wall that I had of the glee club members. I ran up to it and I tore down as I screamed out of frustration and cried.

I changed out of my slushied clothes and started to pack everything, I didn't even think about anything or what I was even doing, all I knew is that I had to pack. I packed up everything, and I made sure that the fragile things weren't going to break. I ran back down and I went into the storage room and grabbed my suitcases. I packed only my "normal" good clothes and my work out clothes, I made sure they all fitted in my suitcase. I grabbed my book bag and put all my books and anything to keep me entertained for when I take off in the plane.

I grabbed my laptop and looked around for a place so I can story my stuff. I wanted to make sure that my dads or anybody will grab or find my stuff. I finally found a storage unit. I made a call and asked for all the details, until I was satisfied with they offered, I went to them. I quickly packed up everything into my car and drove to the storage unit, I signed off everything paid them for the whole a year and a half. Once everything was set in place, I bid the men goodbye and drove back home.

I had just gotten home when my phone rang. I jumped and I looked at the caller ID. Noah Puckerman.

I sighed, I didn't want to answer, but if I didn't my plan on leaving wouldn't be successful once he finds out the truth. "Noah?"

"Berry, where are you? I heard you got slushied."

"I'm fine Noah, I came home to get cleaned up. Actually, I'm not coming back to school, but I will be there for Glee."

"Are you sure Berry? I can skip school and be with you."

"Noah, I'm fine. Go to class, I'll see you later." I said lying to him. He just said okay and hung up. I quickly called the airline and asked for a ticket purchase somewhere I can't be found. Once everything was settled and my ticket was confirmed, I drove to the bank and asked for all my money that was in there, the bank was suspicious but gave me all the money that was in the account for me. I thanked them and went back home to get all the suitcases ready downstairs and went back up to get my laptop and remaining bag.

I called for a cab and they said they arrived in twenty minutes. I sighed and sat on my bed and looked around at my now empty room. I thought of my call with Noah and without thinking of it I grabbed a paper and pen and I started to write a letter.

Noah,

Please, don't blame this on yourself. I guess today was the last straw and I just couldn't take it anymore. I need to leave, please try to understand that I just need to step back to hide and fix myself. I have to do this for myself. You did everything you can to help me Noah, and I know that after dating you it made you some good, you changed to be better and I'm truly sorry that in the time of need, I'm not going to be there for you. And as for glee club, you guys can make it to nationals. With or without me, I know you guys can do it. Mercedes or Tina can take the solo spot and as for the lead, Quinn or Santana can take it. I have faith in the club, you guys can do it. I'm going to miss you, Matt, and Mike, you're the only ones that actually liked me. And Noah, please know for when your daughter comes to this world, whether you keep her or you don't, proving your worth and love to that girl makes you the world's greatest dad in my eyes Noah. Whatever happens know that you aren't your father, and you never will be, you're a better man than he ever was Noah. I'm so sorry that I am leaving. Tell the guys I love them and I'm going to miss them. When I'm ready I will come back. I love you Noah, and please, please no more getting into trouble. Prove to the others that you aren't just Puck, but that you're Noah Puckerman. And everyone who did you wrong, will be jealous on how much you accomplished. It's also crazy, but I'm going to miss the rest of the glee club, even after everything I forgive them. This will never be a good bye Noah, it's simply I will see you soon.