Mute

Chapter ten

My alarm clock goes off and I get up. Brownie is laying at me feet still sleeping. Lucky dog she gets to sleep when ever she wants. She also doesn't have to worry about school and all the bully's. I pet her head and get up. I brush my teeth and hair then I go into my room. I get dressed and do my hair. By the time I'm done getting ready Brownie is whining to go outside. I grab her leash off my computer desk and she wags her tail happily. We walk down the steps and I take her out in the back yard. I stay outside with her till she comes to me and I let her in. I then grab my backpack, kiss Brownie on the head, and leave. I feel like I should be singing a song like in the wizard of oz. The one when they sing I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of oz. But instead of those words for me it would be I'm off to go to be bullied, to be bullied by stupid bitches. Yeah, doesn't really sound good but the words are correct. Hey! At least I know I'm not a songwriter. I continue down the drive way and when I see Justin he pulls me into his arms. I can't help but smile when I'm with him. He makes everything so much better. “Hey,” Justin says. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull myself closer to him. I really don't want to go to school. School is nothing but a hell hole. I mean really it is. I just wish school was more fun so I didn't dread getting up during the week. At least I have seeing Justin now to make it better. Justin takes my hand in his and we start are walk to school. I sigh as I see the school come into sight. “You ok baby?” Justin asks. I nod my head and he squeezes my hand. If I ever chose to speak again, on my last day of school as I'm leaving I'm shout fuck all of you! I don't want to be mean but fuck it! I can say one mean thing to them, right? No, no I can't. I argue in my head over if it would be mean for me to say that then I notice were waking in the school. I decide that although it may be mean, they all deserve to hear it. I don't mean to sound like a heartless bitch, cause I'm not one, but for real. I don't even remember the last time someone I went to school with was nice to me till Justin moved here. “Emo bitch,” Someone coughs into there hand as the walk by me. Well today's going to be wonderful. Justin walks me to my locker then turns me to look at him. I wrap my arms around his neck and he kisses my nose. I smile up at him and he sends me a smile back. “I love you boo,” Justin says. Awwwww another cute nickname. I kiss him on the lips and a group of three girls walk by shouting slut. Is this really possible for practically everyone in this damn school to hate me? I mean what have I done to them. Justin pulls me close to him and I put my face in the crook of his neck. “Just ignore them,” Justin says as we separate. I nod my head then he heads down the hall to his locker. I turn around and open my locker. With a loud banging noise my locker is slammed shut. I turn my head to see who did it and there stands Jade. Oh my fucking god go away is what I want to scream at her. “You stupid fucking whore. Don't you get it? He will be mine one day. He's to perfect to be with you. He deserves a million times better then you and that's me. I don't know why you keep clinging to him, he probably doesn't even really like you. Actually, he probably just feels bad for you,” Jade says. I blink at her waiting to see if she is done with her bitching rant and when she see's I have no reaction she shoves me into my locker. She flips her hair behind her shoulder laughing then walks away, thank god. I swear that girl is the spawn of the devil, or maybe she's the devil itself. I say she's the devil. I go to my class not being able to wait till I get to math with Justin. When I do I have already had four people shove me against the locker and had been called numerous names. Most of the names revolving around cutting because its now rumored that I'm cutting. When I get to math class with Justin we head to the back of the room like always. The bell rings and Justin takes out a piece of paper for me and him. We both get to work on the huge amount of math problems we have been assigned to do. I'm half way through my problems when I see a group of girls laughing and looking back at me. I look at at them and they laugh. I look back down at my paper and Justin puts his hand on my leg. “Don't listen to them, there just jealous,” Justin says. I laugh at him and he looks at me confused. “I'm not lying,” Justin says. What do they have to be jealous of I sign. “Look at you! Your gorgeous. Why wouldn't they be jealous,” Justin says. I smile at Justin and we go back to doing are work. When the bell rings I just finish up my last problem and me and Justin turn are papers in.