Bodies Changed

Heartbroken Again

6 months later

Killian and I haven't been on good terms. He spends most of his time in the office while I spend it at the hospital with Lacy. I don't remember the last time we hugged or even kissed. The death of his father was the last straw for him, even though we promised to each other we will be there for each other we have grown apart.

I just want to be with him, I want to comfort him and I want him to comfort me but he's just a different person right now. I miss my little one so much, my heart is still broken and it will continue to be broken if Lacy doesn't wake up.

I walk into the hospital room and I see one of the nurses checking Lacy's IV. She looks up and smiles. "Morning Emma," she says and I smile. Yeah like I said I spend all my time here so they already know me. I start to change the flowers that were in one of Lacy's vases. "Any change?" I ask and she sighs. "No, there's still no response." I sigh and nod. "Thanks Olivia," I say with a soft smile. She nods and walks away.

I go and sit down at her side. I sighed as I stared at her. I grabbed her hand and kissed it. I put her hand up to my forehead. "Please come back," I whisper then sighed. I get up and I bring a bowl with water and a towel. I start to clean her face and her arms and chest. I go down to her legs then feet. Once I finished that I dried her with another towel then put her favorite lotion on her. After that I went and started to brush her hair.

When I do this I usually talk to her about my day. "You know I don't know why Killian is acting like this Lacy, I mean we both lost Rhea, I need him yet he spends all his time in that damn office, but I get it he's trying to find Regina, Cora and Gold." I start to laugh.

"Lacy I need you to come back, your love needs you, you know he always comes. Dan is such a gentleman with you, he doesn't give up, he knows you're going to wake up and when you do you two will get married, start a family and live happily ever after." I say with a smile. That's when Dan walks in. I laugh as I finished braiding Lacy's hair.

"Speaking of your Prince Charming Lacy, here he is," I say and he smiles. "Morning Emma," he says and I smile. "Morning." "Any change?" I shake my head. "Sadly no." He nods. He sits next to her and caresses her face. He then goes and kisses her forehead. I just can't with the guilt, I'm the one responsible, I'm the reason Lacy is in this state.

"Dan, again Im so sorry...." He nods. "Emma it's ok, I don't blame you." I start to cry. "You should, Im such an idiot." He sighs. "Don't say that, hey we will both get through this, Lacy will come out of this coma and Rhea will come home." I smiled. That's when we hear the machine go off. I start to panic. That's when Lacy starts to shake.

Dan runs out of the room. I'm trying to calm Lacy down. Doctors come running in. "Please clear the room," he says and I shake my head. "Olivia save her," I scream and she nods. They escort us outside as they close the door. I'm going crazy, I can't lose Lacy. I can't lose my girl.

I look at Dan and he is in tears. Twenty minutes pass by and they come back. They all have their heads down. "I'm sorry Emma, Dan, but..." "NO!" I scream and ran into the room. I see them turning off all the machines and pulling out all the wires and tubes from her. I start to shake her.

"No Lacy, no you can't die on me," I say and grabbed her body. I look back and Dan is just in tears. The doctors and nurses walk out of the room and leaves us alone with Lacy. I back away from Lacy. "I'll leave you two alone," I say and he nods. I walk out the door and I fall to the ground.

My heart couldn't handle this. I get out my phone and call Killian. I need him right now, I don't care if we aren't on good terms I need my husband. I'm waiting on the line and his call goes straight to voicemail. I sigh. I go and call his secretary.

"Hey Gracie, umm is Killian there?" I ask. "He's in a meeting with some senators, and I don't know when he will be done," Gracie says and I nod. "Thanks." "Want me to let him know that you called?" "No I'll call him later thanks Gracie." I said and hung up. I threw my phone across the hall and started to cry.

Minutes passed by and Lacy's parents came. I quickly get up and her mom starts to cry when she sees me. I sigh and nod. I open the door and they run into the room and started to cry. Man did I feel guilty. Dan walks out and stands next to me. "You wanna know something Emma?" I look up and nod. "Yeah.?" He goes up to my ear. "I blame you," he says and walks away.

I stood there a bit shocked but not surprised. It was just a matter of time before he accepted that all this was my fault. That's when Lacy's mom comes up to me. "I am so sorry Mrs..." I say and she slaps me. She starts to push me around and starts to shake me. "My daughter is dead because of you," she says and that's when Lacy's dad comes and pulls her away from me.

He pushes her back into the room, then walks back out. "Emma please excuse my wife..." I raise my hand. "It's ok I deserved it." He sighs. "You're in pain too, you don't have your daughter either, I hope they find her soon," he says and I nod. We walk back into the room and her mom starts yelling at me again.

"I don't want you near Lacy or any of us, you will not see her ever again, not even for the funeral." I gasp. "I was her best friend I have the right." I scream. "You're the one who should have died in the car accident back then, just maybe my daughter would still be alive." She says and left me speechless. Lacy's dad gasps. "Emma don't listen to her," he says and I nod.

I went and hugged Lacy for a bit before her mother pulled me away. I get thrown out from the room and I'm on the floor. I was crying like crazy. What did I do to deserve this? I see my bag on the floor next to me and I got up and walked to my car. I get in and I started to drive home. As I'm driving I start to think about what Lacy's mom had said. Maybe I do deserve to die.

I got home and I went straight to my bed. I lost my best friend, my daughter and I'm slowly losing my husband. I just can't with all this pain. As I start to close my eyes I hear someone unlock the door. I quickly got up and I run to the living room, it was Killian. I go up to him and hug him. "Killian...." He pulls away.

"Im sorry Emma Im really tired, it's been a long day." I sigh. "But Killian something..." "Can we talk about it tomorrow?" I sigh. "No it can't." He walks to our room and I follow him. "I called you." I said and he nodded. "I know." I sigh. "Killian..." I say and he falls on the bed. "I'm sorry love but I'm just out of it." He says and I nod.

"Lacy died." I say and that's when I noticed he had fallen asleep. I sighed and started to cry. I walked to the living room and sat down on the couch. I guess I'm alone, I'm truly alone. I turned on the TV and I slowly started to doze off.