Bodies Changed

Pain

6 months later

It's been 6 months and there are no signs of Rhea, Cora, Regina or even Gold. Burying Lacy was one of the most painful experiences in my life. And what's worse is that Killian is acting the same as before. He spends time at the office and rarely spends time with me.

I miss him so much and my family is having a hard time to come and see me so I'm completely alone. I decided to go to the beach and just try to relax. Maybe finding a new job will distract my mind as well so I was sitting down at the shore I contemplated on that.

Why was life so unfair with me? I mean I haven't done anything bad to anyone. That's when it hit me. There's only one person responsible, Killian. I shouldn't have saved him, maybe I could have been living a better life with Graham. I got in my car and drove to the office. I was going to confront him.

I get to his office and walked right into his office. "What are you doing here Emma?" He asks as he stands up. I look and see that he's with two men. "I need to talk to you." He scoffs. "We will talk at home." I chuckle. "I want to talk to you now." I say and he sighs.

"Please excuse my wife, we will continue with this meeting later," he says and escorts the men out. He closes the door and locks it. "What the hell is wrong with you Emma?" I scoff. "Whats wrong with me?" He nods. I chuckle. "You're the one who's always stuck in this bloody office." He goes and sits down. "Emma go home." I slam my fists on his desk.

"No you keep avoiding me, why?" He ignores me. "What did I do to you, do you still blame me for the disappearance of our daughter?" He smiles. "Yes so now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to actually do something to get my daughter back." I chuckled.

"I shouldn't have saved you." He stops what he's doing and looks up. "Yeah you heard me, I should have left you in that burning car. Maybe I would be happy with someone else." He starts to get upset. "So now you don't want to be with me?" I scoff. "You're the one avoiding me Killian!" I scream. "I just want you, I want you to hold me but no you're pushing me away so I'm blaming you for my unhappiness."

He scoffs and continues to write. "I wish I would have never met you." I say and he Nods. "Likewise miss Swan." I gasp. I make my way to the door and I stop there. I start to cry like crazy and I fall to the ground. "I just want Rhea back." I say and that's when Killian comes and hugs me. I push him away. "No you don't care about me."

He sighs. "I'm sorry my love, I'm a dirt bag I never realized that you're in true pain just like me." I continued to cry. He hugs me and my did I miss his hugs. "And I'm sorry, I didn't mean all the things I said I just.." He caresses my head. "It's ok Emma, I get it." I nod. We get up and place our foreheads together.

"We are a team and we haven't been acting like one." He says and I nod. "I'm sorry Emma." I nod. "Me too." He smiles then kisses me. How have I missed kissing him. "I promise to not treat you this way my love." I nod.

"We will continue to search, we will never give up but like I said before we wanted more children so we can always try to have some more, and no we will be replacing Rhea we are just giving her more siblings." I stayed quiet. "Is that something you would like?" I smiled. "Yes." He smiles.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there when Lacy died, she protected our child and I didn't even go to her funeral, she didn't deserve that." I sighed and nodded. "It's understandable." He sighs then smiles. "We will keep fighting to get through this." I nod. "I love you Emma." I smiled. "And I love you." I hugged him and he caresses my head. "We will get her back Emma, I just know it." I nod.