Never Forget You (Niall Horan Fan Fic)

Chapter 1

*constant beeping*

Well, another day of work.

I turn off the alarm clock wanting to sit in my bed forever. 

"I must keep moving forward." I tell myself everyday. And you know like every normal person in the world I get ready with a schedule and etc.... (you don't wanna hear this crap XD)

LATER IN THE DAY

"I don't know Emily, I don't wanna get with another guy. You have to understand!" I say stressfully over my iphone 5s.

"Lil'Ash you can't stay single forever, it's not like you can paint a boyfriend!"

"Well let me tell you something, painting is my boyfriend long story short."

"Ashley c'mon just one night!"

"N-O means no." I yell angry through my phone. 

"Okay tough luck, stay the night by yourself." She hangs up. 

Sometimes you wonder, what would I do without my friends?? Well once in a while you want to just throw them away and never have them. But then come the times when you really need them and give them everything.

They don't understand....

I finally jam the key in my lock of my flat.

"Damn it, they really need to fix this lock!" Then I walk into the lonely place. 

Lights turned off, 

Silence.

"You know people say the most funny people are the most broken?"

I laugh,

"There I go again, talking to my self, I should talk to my psychiatrist about that." I walk in the bathroom,

Razor here, knife there, I look at my wrists in pain.

I sigh. I open the medicine cabinet and grab my meds. I look at the three, all alone in a bottle waiting, waiting to be swallowed by my fragile throat.

Pop

Sip.... down my system.

My mind goes blank, i grab a paint brush, not knowing what I'm doing.

A swipe here and another there and i finally stop.

Ahh, a beautiful masterpiece of ocean.

I sit for an hour, I look at the rugged clock, 

5:30

I grab my phone and dial that number....

"Emily? Jey it's Lil'Ash, so when are you going?"