Never Forget You (Niall Horan Fan Fic)

Chapter 22

Ashley's POV 

At Ashton's Funeral

I sit there looking at Ashton, I really loved him, and he really loved me. But my foolishness made me not forgive him. Amelia knew that we were together, and she has this little thing that she tricks guys with. He fell under her spell, and it was so hard to see him do that. But you know, Ashton had sex with one girl who tricked him. But After I broke up with him, and after him and Amelia got together, she selpt with other guys too. 

I think Ashton knew he was going to die soon. I miss his kiss, and his hands around my waist. He actually helped me through my problems and was there to catch me when I was falling to rock bottom again. I miss him so much and nothing could replace the love that he gave me. 

I just want him again.

I just want all of my friends back with no stress and for people not trying to kill me. I want to end this, maybe it would be better if I ended my life.

No, this is want that person wants. For me to lose, for me to be ruined

"Up first to speak about Ashton Irwin is his lovely girlfriend Amelia Pinnock."

She walks up there like she actually gave a shit about him when she didn't. It makes me want to puke, I just want to stand up and scream at her again. But of course I can't. 

"Ashton was my one and only love. When the doctor told me that he didn't make it, I got on my hands and knees and screamed..."

Wait, one and only? She's gonna act like that me reacting to Ashton's death was actually her.

"... I just want to say that, Ashton Fletcher Irwin will never leave my heart. And I shall never forget about him. If I could ask for one wish, it would be for him to come back."

She pauses for a couple of seconds, "I believe Ashley Elswick would like to come up and speak next." 

I stand up and walk to the podium, I step me and Amelia away a little bit and pretend I'm hugging her,

I whisper in her ear, " Why are you trying to act like the innocent girlfriend when you didn't care about him?"

"Sweetheart you don't understand, I have a reputation, and I'm gonna make it better no matter if I have to crush somebody. So I chose to ruin you. Of course you're the semi nice little girl who can't handle herself."

I let go of her and I want to push her down the stairs but we are in a church and I don't wanna be a bitch at Ashton's funeral.

"I would like to say, that Ashton was my ex boyfriend but that didn't ruin the tight bond we had. We've been friends since childhood. He loved me and I loved him very much. When we were together, I couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend. He helped me with my problems a lot. And when I saw him at the hospital just the other day, I knew that he knew that he was gonna die soon..." I pause for a second to think if I wanna say this or not.

"...He kissed me and said "I've always wanted to do that." and of course I told him I wanted him back. He said No. He said my time is limited at the moment. I didn't know what to think. I just wanted to tell him that I still loved him." A gasp comes from the crowd, and Amelia looks stunned.

"I'm sorry if I had ever hurt anyone here." I leave the podium and walk off, leaving the funeral too.