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Hey guys! Sorry it's late, I have some kind of virus or something and i'm like dying in bed sick😭 I just finished it so here it is!
And also, I would like to say to Eleanor and Louis that I hope they are doing okay and they did not deserve that at all no matter what. Lots of love to you both!
Now, here you are my loves, enjoy😋
Love you all!
-Nessie☺️😘
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Louis playfully glares at the figure walking out, then turns when he hears his friends
"He'll get over it Niall. For now, we need to worry about what we're going to do with her, and him." he rolls his eyes at Liam and starts walking out of the court towards where Harry walked out to
He turned everywhere until he finally caught up to him and reached out an arm before he could take another step
"Harry, hold on. Can you just- talk to me please?" the green eyed lad turned and eyed him, then sighed motioning for the stairs on the side of the court
"What do you wanna know?" Louis sighs sitting cross legged and clears his throat
"Why did you kiss Zayn? I guess I would like to start from there." Harry sighs running a hand through his short strands of hair and bites his lip shrugging
"Well, I was closest with him at first. And he listened well enough to hear stories about you and me, good and bad ones. I figured if he knew how to take care of me during the good times and hard times, then maybe he could have made me forget you. And I didn't want to, it still hurts to think I felt that way. That I wanted to forget you and everything about you, but you had really fucked me up. So I felt like Zayn was the closest escape from that pain." Louis' eyes are slightly wide and filled with tears
"Baby, how did you feel? How did I make you feel? And please, tell me the truth." Harry shuddered, goosebumps arising and tears threatening
"Lou, I can't."
"Please love, I need to know how I made you feel. Tell me." Harry gulped and sat straighter, his fingers fumbling with each other as he tried to look at Louis without crying
"I felt like - like I was worthless. Like I- I wasn't good enough for you and you had given up on m-me. It felt horrible, I could literally feel my heart breaking inside. I - I spent two weeks crying myself to sleep and couldn't leave Ed's room. He had to watch me, incase I did anything to myself. It was bad." Louis looked horrified and he lunged to kiss at Harry's head and squeeze him tight to his chest
"I am so fucking sorry I ever made you feel this way Harry. I love you so much and I really hate myself for doing this to you. God, my baby. I'm so sorry." he shuddered as he felt Harry grip his sides and burry his nose in his neck as he cried
"But I made you feel the same way and that's why you went through all this drama." he sniffles wiping his face as Louis backed up and eyed him
"No Haz, that was all me. I made these decisions, half management, but it was all me too. You had nothing to do with it. We both screwed up in this relationship, but I fucked up big time. I'm surprised you still married me after all that shit." Harry scoffs as he wipes his eyes and looks down at the ring hanging from his neck now too
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Six Years.
Fanfiction"Why are you doing this?" "Because i'm tired. I can't fight anymore. Do you know what happened to us?" "We followed our hearts." "And we're still paying a price for that? It's been years already. I can't keep going through this anymore. I'm leaving...
