Imagines and Preferences

Loki Imagine #2

You were crying. You were absolutely depressed and you felt like cutting . You felt as if you has nothing to live for anymore. You sniffed and walked to the bathroom where your razors were. You gave yourself one cut for each problem or insecurity you had. Your arm was scarlet red. Blood dropping down. You sighed and washed your arm off. You lived alone in your apartment. You had nobody. You wanted to kill yourself but you never had the courage to. You walked out of your bathroom to find out that you were out of milk. What was the point you though. You decided to go and buy milk. You put on a sweater and walked out to the grocery store which was right around the block. As you were walking you collided with a man.
"Hey! watch it!" he said firmly. You recognised that voice. You gasped as you looked at man as he brushed the dust off of his button up shirt. He sighed and looked at you. His hard gaze softened into a friendly smile.
"Y/N! I can't believe it's you." He said looking you over.
"Haha, I never thought I would see you again Loki." You said. "Why are you still in New York?" You asked him.
"Well, it's a nice place. I like it." He said. You smiled. "So why don't we go to my place to talk?" He asked. You nodded.
"Sure, why not?" You said. It wasn't as if you had anything better to do. When you got there he opened the door for you and you walked into a nice medium sized apartment. "You have a nice place here." You said.
"Thanks." He said.
"So you live here alone?" He nodded.
"Yeah, who would I live with anyway?" He asked.
"Yeah, I live alone too." You said. He looked confused then he smiled.
"So, two single people, living in two apartments.." He said. Was he asking you to live with him?
"Your point?" You asked.
"We'll why don't we stay in one apartment. It saves space and we don't have to be alone." He said.
"Wouldn't that be awkward though?" you asked.
"Well, it would be if we were you know..." He said.
"Dating?" you asked.
"Exactly. That's the reason why I stayed in New York. To find you again." He said. You blushed.
"Well I would love to stay with you." You said. He grinned.
"Hooray!" He said.
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You and Loki have been together now for about 3 months. You were happy. You almost forgot about cutting. But you had to see the scars constantly on your wrist. Loki didn't know though. He was clueless. Until one night.
You were sitting in the bathroom in your pajamas and thinking. You were in a tank top. Suddenly you heard the door open and you freaked out.
"Sorry, why are you on the ground?" He asked.
"Um." You said.
"Why are your arms bleeding?" He asked again. You sighed.
"It's nothing. Just a thing that humans do." You said.
"So you mean humans cause physical pain on purpose?" He asked.
"Yep." You said. He looked sad.
"Why are you doing it? Are you not happy?" He asked.
"No, I am happy Loki. These scars are old." You said. He looked slightly relieved but still upset.
"How long have you been doing this?" He asked.
"Well I started the day after I met you." You said.
"So if I would have stayed this wouldn't have happened?" he asked.
"Loki it's not your fault." You said. He sighed and hugged you.
"Y/N, I'm sorry." He said.
"You have nothing to apologise for. Lets go to sleep." You suggested. He nodded and you both crawled into bed.

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Yeah..... This seems more like a Tom Imagine....

But anyways.... Your Loki imagine :D