R.L.King's Randomness Book

My Top 5 Greatest Fears

I decided to do a top 5 on something about me: my greatest fears. Now, the reason I'm not doing a top 10 greatest fears is because I don't have 10 fears. I only have 5 fears, but these are and can be quite frightening to me and others. 5 is my least fear, while 1 is my greatest fear. So, without further ado, here are my top 5 greatest fears....

#5) Dark Places

I'm perfectly OK in a room that's dimmy lit, but I don't do well in a pitch black room. You don't know what is inside the dark! Here could me demons, there could be a serial killer, there could be a kid who thinks it would be cool to scare you half to death! I have to turn on the light when I go upstairs at night due to how dark it can get upstairs. (Tell me I'm not the only one!)

#4) Spiders/Wasps/Bees

I put these guys in the same column due to the fact that they scare me equally.

I was stung by a bee when I was around 4 or 5, causing me to have a fear/respect for bees eversince. (I love honey though!). A wasp stung me about a year ago, on my toe. It look so badly, but I managed to get to church that night. Spiders just flat out scare me. I don't mind spiders if I can see them and/or their in a container. But if I see a spider and then it DISAPPEARS, then I get freaked out!

#3) Sharp Objects Near My Skin/Self Harm

I blame/thank this fear for not letting me self harm whenever I felt that I wanted to cut myself. When I learned that you can die if you cut too deeply on your wrist/thigh, I got worried and scared. I'm sad that people cut themselves and occasionally die whenever they self harm. If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. I won't judge you.

#2) Zombies

Hear me out on this one! I can deal with a photograph of a zombie; I just can't watch them moving around and groaning. I tried watching The Walking Dead once..... When Rick Grimes enters Las Vegan and turns the corner, seeing zombies as far as the EU could see, I freaked out on the couch! Literally, I freaked out! It scared me so bad! Weirdly I'm alright with horror icons and monster, like Freddy Kruger, Chucky and Hellboy from Marvel. Zombies however terrify me. Maybe it's because they were human? *Shrug*

And now, for my number 1 phobia of all time!

#1) Being Alone/Hated/Having No Friends

(On Wattpad). I realized this fear when my mom threatened to take away Wattpad forever. I've developed friendships on here, making friends that would have my back no matter what. Realizing that that could be taken away from me so suddenly scared me for months. I'm still scared to loose you guys and Wattpad due to this fear!

(In real life). Sadly, this fear seems to be happening a bit. I have friends in real life, but either I never see/talk to them, there my brother's friends or they live in another state far away from me. I fear that if my brother leaves, (He's getting too old to be in our church's youth group), that the friends he has will ignore/hate me. I'm afraid that they'll think I'm a weirdo, a freak of nature due to me being a fangirl........

So there you have it! Those are my top 5 greatest fears. If you have any suggestions, or any remarks, lemme know in the comments below! Thanks for reading!!!!