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Chapter 12: missed you

ughhh. I groaned, rolling over on my side. Never mind, to the floor. I landed with a thump and groaned some more. It was the next morning and I had a quiz that I didn't even study for. Oh well. I sighed and went into my bathroom.

It was attached to my room. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that I had messy hair and drool on the side of my mouth. My eyes were a dark shade.

I took a quick shower while singing to Lost Boy by Ruth B. I was in a lazy mood and this was the only song that I could remember.

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

Run run lost boy.. They say to meee

I got out and dried myself. Walking back out with a towel wrapped around my torso I changed into a black tank top and a black cardigan that reached the middle of my thighs. I put on jeans and my white converse, grabbed my backpack and headed out the door

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It was lunch and I sat at my usual table in the corner with Kim, Amanda and some other people.
We were talking about how Valentine's Day is tomorrow and if we had a valentine.

"Juan, asked me to be his valentine today." Amanda said as we eeeed with her.
"My valentine is Brad." Replied Kim. She had a smile on her face.

They looked at me waiting to say who mine was.

"Umm.. I don't have one, but like. Who cares?" I shrugged. I didn't really care if I had a valentine for tomorrow or not. They both had special guys that they liked and I just hoped they were happy.
Dylan came to my side and said hey. Kim and Amanda looked at me with a knowing smile.
"Hi Dylan." It was quiet. Oh right. "Sorry um, guys this is Dylan and Dylan this is Kim and Amanda. "

They said hi with a wave. I scooted over to make room for Dylan to sit. He sat.

" so, Dylan. How do you know Jenny?" Amanda said, grinning.

he looked at me giving me a small smile. "Oh.haha I uh, knew her since middle school. Jenny and I used to be good friends until I moved." Amanda nodded and went back to eating her rice.

Kim just stared at him.

I started humming Shape of you whiling looking at the table. They both looked at me and laughed. okayyyy?

"what?"

"Nothing. Hey  Amanda we should go to...the bathroom. Yeah cause I totally have to pee." Kim pulled Amanda arm making her drop her spoon and led her to the bathroom.

"Ive missed you" I told him. He hugged me and I hugged him back. It was hard to survive without him.
Ive always wondered why I haven't cut anymore. I used to cut my wrists so muc, they barely had time to heal.

My life was miserable. Dylan just left and my step father was showing his true colors. The school was also going to send me to live with my aunt. They found out that I cut. I was told that someone had found my diary and they turned it in. I kept a blade in there.

The school said that I wasn't happy and they were going to send me away. My mom didn't sign the papers so I couldn't leave. Mom knows I used to cut. She walked in on me once but didn't do anything. Only told me to stop and left.

The bell rang for the next class to start. Quiz time.
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Hi. Didn't have much time to write this but here you go...