Sub's POV
I arrived home a little while after I left school. When I got home I was welcomed by my smiling mom. I didn't feel like smiling back. "Did you have a nice time at school dear?" I didn't want to answer her. I couldn't. I guess she forgot I couldn't talk because she bit her lip and turned away. How dare she call me dear when this is just another family that i'll leave in a few months anyway. I grabbed my food and walked upstairs to my room. I didn't want my "parents" to find out about what happened at school today. I'm still surprised they haven't found out yet. Sometimes i'm glad I can't talk so I don't have to stop and talk to someone. But the problem was that it was always pretty awkward. I hated not being able to talk to my friends properly. They probably just hang around me because they feel bad for me. I couldn't keep my mind off of it. It took everything in me all of the time to try not to cry. I hated my life.
You're probably thinking that it's not that bad. That the problem I have doesn't affect me physically or mentally. Well it does and Ihate it. No one else has this problem. I feel so left out. So insecure. So vulnerable. No one would save me if i was in trouble, maybe my friends. I need someone to hold onto. Someone who won't judge me or put me down, or make me think that they're just pretending to like me. I love my friends but sometimes it's hard to imagine that they love me.
I have spent to much timeon my phone. It's almost two in the morning. Better go to sleep so i'm not tired at school tomorrow. I have such a hard time sleeping. Why is my life so messed up.
It was the next morning finally. I got up and grabbed some clean clothes. A green jumper, a white T-shirt, and some beige pants. I got into the shower and took a quick five minutes. I went down stairs and was once again greeted by my smiling mother. "Good morning dear! I hope your sleep was good!" I gave a little smile so I wouldn't hurt my mother's feelings. She smiled greatly in reply. I ate my breakfast quickly and rushed outside before I missed the bus.
Once I was on the bus,I sat by my friend Corl. Denis and Sketch were sitting together while Alex was leaning on their seat from behind. I smiled as I sat down next to Corl. I wish I could ask if I could hang with them all day, they always make me feel safe. We have different classes though. "Hiya Sub!" Smiled Alex happily. I envy my friends. I smile back at Alex and wave. "I heard there was going to be someone new to school here today, i'm excited to meet them!" Butted in Denis. I smiled slightly. We arrived at school.
I went to my first class of the day, science. Me and my friends all shared that class. "Hello students, today we have a new student." The teacher smiled and gestured for the new girl to show herself. She stepped infront of the class and waved sheepishly. We caught eachothers' eyes. I felt funny. My face was getting hot. Am I blushing? She is at least. She took her seat which was two seats away fromme and next to Bif. Bif smiled at her and she gave a shy smile back. There go my chances. What am I talking about?! She doesn't like me!
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HEY GUYS! Thanks for reading! My first chapter actually got a few reads! Yay! I hope you all like this chapter! Next chapter will have your POV in it! Stay classy and stay tuned!
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Leave Me Lying, Dead. (SubZeroExtabyte X Reader.)
FanfictionSub is a student in ROBLOX Highschool where he constantly gets bullied. He was also abused when he was a kid and taken into foster care at a really young age and never was taught how to talk. He is still in the foster care system constantly circling...
