Hey everyone,
so, I know I haven't been updating in a while, and every once in a while I come back and do a chapter or two, but I'm just having major writers block, and some things have been going on in my personal life.
First of all, I'm actually going to start putting more of my time towards learning how to code in Javascript and program. It's something I've been wanting to do for a while now, and that's causing me to fall short (and I mean way short) on my stories.
Second, I just got a new nephew, so that's amazing, and it's been putting a lot of work on me. I don't know abut you all, but I'd say helping with a baby is more important than writing silly books online for free.
Third, I've been having some mental issues and it's been really influencing my writing and making it darker if you couldn't tell. That's kind of one of the reasons I decided to start that Sub fanfiction, so I could have a place to write dark things and still have people enjoy to read it.
Fourth, I NEVER expected for this book to get as popular as it did, and that puts a lot of weight on my shoulders. I keep trying to take small breaks, but then my anxiety takes over and tells me that people aren't going to read my books when I get back, so I should just quit.
Fifth, I am getting NOTHING from this. I mean, sure, I'm getting fans and reads and people who actually like my writing, but I'm not benefitting from it. I'm not making money, it's not hlping me clm down, etc etc. So that's why I've been wondering if you guys would maybe donate if I made a patreon? I don't know, only time will tell.
BUT, my life has been starting to calm down a bit, and I would to get back to making and updating stories, so I'll continue. For the next few days, though, I would like to focus on editing and fixing m current chapters. MAybe even soon, one of the pals will read my fics, I don't know.
Anyways, this was just a disclaimer and something to let you know I'm not dead, which I am not. So, I'll see you all soon.
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Leave Me Lying, Dead. (SubZeroExtabyte X Reader.)
FanfictionSub is a student in ROBLOX Highschool where he constantly gets bullied. He was also abused when he was a kid and taken into foster care at a really young age and never was taught how to talk. He is still in the foster care system constantly circling...
