What We're Gonna Be- Niall Horan (Sequel to I Wanna Save You Tonight)

Chapter 39

I threw myself down on the bed and started to cry. I could hear two sets of footsteps running up the stairs. Luckily I had locked the door. There was a light tap at the door.

"Soph? Are you okay?" Niall whispered.

"Go away, Niall. I'm fine. Honestly." I muttered back, but it came out all muffled.

I was sick of getting so jumpy all the time and I know Louis didn't mean to upset me, but it wasn't hard to think.

"No, you're not. Come on, unlock the door," Niall softly whispered.

"Sophie? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, please just let me in," Louis said quietly.

I wiped under my eyes and I slowly made my way to the door. I unlocked it and Louis and Niall were stood there.

"I'll leave you two alone to talk," Niall said patting Louis' shoulder. He knew that Louis would get what's wrong with me out of me.

Louis came in and I closed the door behind me. He walked over to me and gave me a warm hug.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

"It's okay, I'm just jumpy after Jake and everything...I just think that very loud noise is Jake coming back..." I sighed. Louis pulled away from me and held me at shoulders length so I was looking him in the eyes.

"Listen to me. Listen to me right now. Jake is dead. This time we all saw it there is no way he can be alive. He won't be ever coming back. Chris and Mark won't be out for a very long time. And Curtis..."

"Well his trial is soon...what if he isn't guilty? What if he's found innocent?" I asked.

"He'll go down. We all saw him do it, but if he doesn't you've got us lot." Louis said rubbing my shoulders.

"You're my best friend." I smiled.

"And you're mine," Louis grinned, ruffling my hair. "But will you talk to me? And don't try the I'm talking to Niall about it excuse. He told me you're not."

Louis took my wrist and pulled me over to the massive chair in the corner of my room. He sat down on it and I sat down too and threw my legs over Louis' lap.

"What's there to talk about? It happened. It's wrecked me. I'm not over it. I'm scared of fucking everything at the moment." I sighed, rubbing my forehead.

"And that's perfectly normal I'd say. Jake is never going to come back. You've been through so much, and you're only gonna come out stronger. It's gonna be okay," he whispered.

"You're my bestfriend, you know that right?" I asked, tears forming in my eyes.

"Touché." He grinned hugging me. "Come on, let's go downstairs," he smiled.

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Yes. I know I was supposed to update 2 months ago. Yes I'm a wanker and I understand if you don't want to read this anymore. I'm sorry, just had stuff going on. I'll make it up to you guys xxxxx