Teddy Bear - Phan AU

Chapter 8

dannyboy : hey philly. i know that we have only been away from each other for like half an hour but i already miss ur stupid face

planterphil : i miss ur stupid face too!! but its 2 in the morning so you should probs go to sleep since we have school in the morning

dannyboy : but it's weird not sleeping with you and now that i can kiss you i just want to kiss and squeeze ur cheeks

planterphil : i mean you can if you want to..... my windows always open

danngboy : brb be there in 5

Phil felt his cheeks heat up at the last message. He already missed Dan and now that he was coming and they were romantic and stuff, it was nice. He heard a soft tapping and saw his baby on his balcony. He ran to the balcony and swung open the doors. Dan launched himself into Phil's arms and kissed all over him. His head, his nose, his ears, his neck. Phil giggled as Dan softly kissed him on his ear. Dan turned him around and kissed him where his hair stopped and down his back.
     " Dan, what's made you all lovey dovey? " Phil teased. Dan's cheeks heated up as he swung Phil around again and cupped his face. He pressed his lips into Phil's lustfully and Phil's heart went up in flames. Dan held Phil's hips roughly and Phil tangled his hands in his lovers Hobbit hair.
     " Phil. " Dan murmured into the kiss. " I love you so goddamn much. "
     " I love you so much more baby. "
     " Impossible. " Dan chuckled and Phil pulled away staring into Dan's eyes. His eyes were full of love and weren't just brown anymore. They were brown with gold and tan and sparkled like all of the stars. Phil caught a glimpse of mischief in Dan's golden eyes and Dan smirked. He licked the side of Phil's face causing him to coil back and groan.
     " Way to ruin the moment you spork. " Phil giggled and let go of Dan turning away and into the bed. Dan followed and wrapped his arms around Phil's skinny stomach. He could feel his ribs and Dan heart broke a little every time Phil breathed out and it didn't make a difference.
     " Philly, why are you so skinny? You're all skin and bones. It's not healthy sunshine. " Dan whimpered into Phil's neck.
     " It's from when I stopped seeing you. When I realized I was gay. " Phil confessed into Dan ear and kissed his temple.
     " Why did you leave me when that happened? "
     " I realized I loved you. And Dan it fucking sucked to see you with Clarissa. I thought... if I just stayed away my feelings would stay away but all I could think about was holding you. Baby I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm a homewrecker, I'm sorry I'm too skinny, I'm sorry for everything. " Phil whimpered and Dan felt hot tear drops on his shirt. Phil sobbed into Dan's hair and Dan spun them around so Phil was on his chest.
     " Phil you should be sorry. I can't believe I left Clare for your pathetic self. I always knew you were all faggot. Why did I even leave Clare? I don't care that she fucks PJ anyway cause atleast she will fuck me okay. Why am I still here? " Dan said harshly and Phil pulled back stunned. He thought Dan loved him. Dan pushed him back and stormed out the room towards the door.
     " Dan wait, please! " Phil screamed over and over again sobbing into his soft warm pillow. He deserved this. Why did he think Dan could love him? He gently felt himself shake and he opened his eyes to see Dan's warm ones.
     " Phil sweetie, you're shivering and sweating. What happened? Nightmare? " Dan whispered to him.
     " Yeah, do you still love me? Will you still hold me and kiss me? " Phil said sadly.
     " Of course baby. Now go back to sleep. " Dan shushed into Phil's hair and kissed his head. Phil snuggled back into Dan and closed his eyes ridding himself of the terrible dream.

Hey two updates in a day!!! Sort of but sorry to put you through that emotional roller coaster. I know I said I don't know when I'll be updating but I think I'll be doing good just on my phone. Also, the next couple chapters should bring out more of the plot and continue the story so look forward to that!! I'm still putting someone in the story so if u want to do that just message me!! ❤ Y'all!!