Chapter 14

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     " Philly! Please. I promise I'll invite his girlfriend over too! And then after they leave I'll give you a little surprise........." I begged Phil as we walked down through the school parking lot. His cheeks lit up and he started walking with his book in front of him. 

     " I don't know Dan, I mean he seems pretty gay. And if he's not gay then he's bi or pan or something. But he's not straight. And he seemed pretty into you. " Phil retorted back.  

     " Phil. I understand that he might be into me, but I have you. I don't need him. Your'e just gonna have to trust me babe. I don't like him. I love you. " I said and slammed my hands over my mouth. He gasped and stopped in shock. 

     " What did you say? " he whispered. 

     I looked down at my feet and I could feel my cheeks heat up. " I love you. " I said with a little more confidence. I felt two arms wrap around me and he pushed my chin up. He swiftly kissed me in a loving soft manner. I wrapped my hands around his neck and moved in sync with him. We parted quickly and laid our foreheads together. 

     " I love you too. " he mumbled as he connected our lips once more for a quick kiss. I smiled into the kiss and pecked him over and over again. ' Get a room! ' we heard someone shout and we quickly pulled apart, embarrassed by our session in the middle of the parking lot. He grabbed my hand and turned around walking us away from the school. " I guess we can have the party. But you have to invite Chris and Peej. " he answered back and I squealed in excitement. 

     " Thank you baby!!! " I said and wrapped my arms around his neck. 

     " WHAT! What did you call him Daniel James Howell? " I heard a familiar voice behind me. We quickly turned around to be met my Clarissa. The bitch I forgot about. We were fucked. I gained a quick level of confidence and stood up straight, grabbing Phil's hand in the process.  

       " I called him baby. Because he is my baby. He's my boyfriend Clarissa. And were through. You never loved me, I mean I treated you like a goddess and you would come to have a quick fuck and leave to fuck someone else. I was onto you and I love Phil unlike you. " I said violently, her face getting redder at every sentence. 

     " Danny, they never meant anything. And your'e not gay! You are obviously going through some mid-life crisis or something and Phil is probably just using you. I love you honey, I never loved anybody else. " she said sadly with a pout on her lips. 

     " You know what, you're right. I'm not gay. I'm pansexual as a matter of fact and I know Phil loves me unlike you. So just stay the fuck away from me and my boyfriend. Go find another gullible kid to fuck. " I said with tears streaking down my face. How dare she! She toyed with me and thankfully Phil was there to pick up the pieces. I wiped my face and grabbed Phil's hand forcefully. I stormed us away until we reached the street right before ours. I broke down and fell to the ground, wrapping my arms around my legs and my head in my knees. I sobbed it all out and Phil cradled me into his chest whispering soft smooth words. He stroked my hair and kissed my forehead and held me while I drowned his shirt in tears. They call me crybaby, crybaby. But I don't fucking care. I calmed down after a couple of minutes and I looked up at Phil to see tears streaking his cheeks aswell. I kissed them away and kissed him softly. 

     " I fucking hate her so much, you have no idea. " Phil chuckled and I punched him lightly in the chest. 

     " Thank you. " I whispered and he looked down at me puzzled.

     " For what? " 

     " For everything. For staying with me through thick and thin. For loving me and holding me in moments like this. And for being the clumsy twat you are and running into me at the toy store. Thank you. " I breathed into his chest and he gasped at each sentence. " I love you Phillip Micheal Lester and I always will. " 

     " I love you too bear. " he whispered lovingly into our little space in time. Our space, where it was just me and him and the only noise was the sound of hearts. How they beat against our chest and each other. Where the sun met the day and all was well and there was no Clarissa or Matthew to mess anything up. In this moment when our love was the only atmosphere and my mind was all based on my breathing and Phil. I loved this boy with all my heart. And I couldn't wait to show him how much on Friday. ;)


Hello!!!!!! It's been awhile, I know. But im pretty proud of this chapter and if you like it you should write a comment telling me!! Also I have been thinking about making a youtube channel for awhile now but im not sure if anybody would watch. 

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