Chapter 20

285 5 3
                                    

Hey guys it's Mia sorry for late update a lot has been going on, but enough with my excuses. Here you guys go!
-------------------------------------------------------------

Maya's P.O.V.

It's been a weak since I've seen him. A week since
He's comforted me. A week since I've gone to school. Lastly, it's been a week since my feelings have gone out of wack.

He came, Josh came. He picked me up from the ground and hugged me. He didn't ask what happened, instead he just hugged me and in that moment it's all needed.

He took me home, and stayed with me until I had no tears left. He stayed until I fell asleep. He STAYED. That's what means the most to me. He was there when I needed a shoulder to cry on. He was there when no one else was. It didn't matter what anyone else did or said because in that moment I mattered. In that moment I felt like I mattered.

      Over the past week he's been coming to my house so we can watch movies. It's been a great just being able to hang out with someone without them questioning me. I love that he doesn't push subjects when he can see I'm uncomfortable talking about it.

       Riley, Farkle, and Lucas have all come by, but I told my mom to tell them that I was sick, and didn't want to get them sick. The last thing I need to right now is to be judged or questions.

       I just want things to go back to the way they used to be. I want to be able to go to school with Riley and not get nasty looks from everyone. I want to be able to go to the Matthews household without being asked what's wrong. I want to be able to talk to my friends and not have them question me. I want to be me again. Not someone who's broken and has lost herself. This is not me. I'm not someone who gets into fights. Granted I've never been an angel, but I've never been this bad. I don't want to be this bad. I don't want to disappoint my mom. I want to graduate go to college and get a good job. I want to be able to repay the Matthews for taking care of me when my mom was working. Most importantly I want to have a brighter future for myself. Don't get me wrong I love my mom, but I don't want to end up like her. I don't want to have to work 24/7 and miss everything important in life. I want to be there when my family needs me. I want to repay my mom for sacrificing so much for me.

-------------------------Time Skip-------------------------

     It's now Monday morning and my mom says I have to go to school. My bruises and cuts have healed and I look somewhat normal again.

      After getting dressed, I headed over to the Matthews house to pick Riley up. When I got there she asked me how I was because my mom told her I was 'sick'. I told her I was feeling better, which isn't a complete lie I do feel better than I did a few days ago. To my surprise when we walked in the kitchen for breakfast Farkle and Lucas were there.

"Hey what are you guys doing here?"I questioned as I sat down.

"Is it bad for us to miss you?"a voice said behind me.

     When I turned around I couldn't believe my eyes. I haven't talked to her since I moved back. Not because she didn't make an effort but because I've been so caught up in everything else that I've pushed her away. It's only been a few months, but she's one of the most important people in my life. She was there when I pushed everyone away. She saved me from myself so many times.

      It was....................

A/N
Hey guys it's Mia! I finally updated, are you proud.......probably not. Anyways, this isn't my best work but I tried. Just go easy on me I'm sick and feel like crap. I hope you guys are having an amazing day or night depending on what part of the world you're from. I love you guys! See ya later! BAI😊

 I Am No Longer Broken. (A Gmw Fanfic)Where stories live. Discover now