I'm giving up on you.

Sorry Doesn't Cut It.

I don't understand how things are always my fault. Me apparently being rude to her when I clearly stated nothing but the truth. I warned her that she can't fall any further with me, but with other people something will come unstuck.

I don't understand how I'm the one being rude, I don't understand how I treated you like shit when you wouldn't even make an effort to come up and see me. I always needed to come down and see you.

You're crazy if you think I'm to blame. You're idiotic if you think you can turn everyone against me. I'm not powerless and I'm certainly not going to let you victimise me into leaving. 

You've always been jealous, always complained how I am the more known one. Your selfish and resentful for thinking that coaching people into a complete lie is the way to earn undeserved power. You're in the wrong, you don't understand that. You say you've apologized numerous times but sorry is just a word. An apology is actually meaning that you'll never do it again. That you'll make it up. 

We're not five anymore, we're fifteen and this is the way you show your loyalities to the one who's always been there. I admit, being with you're brother was a mistake and nothing has been the same since that started but you're not a true friend. A true friend would accept the others choices even if it is something as bad.

I'm sorry won't cut it this time. 

You ignore me and walk the other way whenever you see me. Suck it up and make a mend. If our friendship really meant as much as you said it did, you wouldn't have left it to shrivel and die.