I'm giving up on you.

Gone

Don't you see the darkness building with in me? The state you've left me in.

Wake up girl, wake up. So many good things have gone, no more this, no more that. You've gone, left me. I left you, disrespected you. Thought I was better, when clearly I was only better when I was with you.

This unrecognizable darkness fights to overtake me, the cloudy mind filled with stormy clouds. Thunder claps of anger, lightning strikes of retaliation. Who am I?  I don't even recognize who I am anymore, I'm still the same figure just slightly slimmer. The same blue eyes, but  filled with circles of regret and guilt. How dare you leave me. How dare I let you go.

Time passes, I see you. I think of you with everything I do. Slowly fading into insanity. I'm not worth fighting for, I never was. I'll leave the door open for you, clear exits signs and no detours. I'll hold the door for you, don't even bother stopping. Past on through to the next person, their clearly a better medicine for you. 

Why am I chasing you?

Do I think I can't get anyone better?

It's because you make me sane.

I'm losing my mind with out you here. 

Please come back.

I need you dear.