I sigh watching the blood flow down my wrists. I was just such a horrible human being. I look at my other arm that one only a few dry cuts. My tears finally stream down my eyes, they were too weak to hold them in. I yell at the top off my lungs, hol...
I get out the shower feeling a wave of relief wash over me. It felt nice finally taking a shower, i sure did need one. I dress into some comfortable clothes, black leggings and a oversized sweater. It was cold here in England, even though i loved the winter, i was going too miss Marjoco, the sun warming my skin. But i guess this would do, anything to keep me safe. I pick my hair pulling it up into a bun, than applying a little bit of makeup on, i didn't want to scare any of the guys.
I look at myself one last time then run downstairs. I see that the guys weren't anywhere, which probably meant that they were still up in their room, sleeping.
I make my way around the most beautiful house you could ever imagine. Creamy ivory colored walls, with the most amazing features. Even though we didn't have many furniture, the house still looked stunning. I walk towards the backward, it was pitch dark outside, expect from the sparks of lights. I stand there staring at the beautiful lights from the city. I kinda missed this, i wasn't used to the go green and sunny place, like Majorca. I was more of a city girl who liked shopping, riding my bike in the cold.
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"Do you like it?" I hear Harry ask from behind me. I spin around, admiring up at him, he looked so clean and good looking. His hair was brushed into a messy bandana
"I love it, i can't believe i'm actually here" i say turning back around my hands gesturing the view.
"Yes, i'm finally back to my home town. I can't believe i'm actually going to say this, but i missed this place." he says turning waking up next to me.
"Oh yeah, your from here." i say remembering he told me where he was from. "Do you have any family here?"
"Actually yes, my mum. She lives about 30 mins from here." he pulls up two chairs next to me, then gestures me to sit. I say thank you and take a seat, pulling my legs up close.
"Well i would love to meet Harry" i say smiling widely. He gives me a small smile, i really didn't think he felt comfortable talking about his life. "Harry, why do you always get so tensed up when i mention your family?" i ask wanting to know why.
"It's complicated. I don't have much to tell." he says quietly.
"You know you can always count on me for whatever worries you." i hear him take in a deep breath, then he reaches out for my hand. I wrap it around his, and he rubs the top of my hand with his thumb.
"I know i can trust you, it's just really hard for me to talk about."
"I understand, just know that whenever you need me i will be there ready to console you 24/7" i tell him looking up into his green emerald beautiful eyes. I see his sight looking at my lips and i look at his, i wanted to kiss him badly.
Ding-Dong
We get distracted by the front door ringing. Harry mumbles under his breath, i too was getting kind of frustrated. We were always getting interrupted by one thing or another that wouldn't allow us to magically kiss. First it was Louis, then it was Louis, and know this? I wouldn't be surprised if it was also Louis.
Harry gets up from the chair and i trail behind him. "Who could it be at this hour?" i ask as i look down to my watch. It read, 9:33 pm. Harry shrugs then looks through the peephole.
"It's a lady" he tells me. "Stay back Maddie, you never know why they're here" i nod as he opens the door.
"Hello! I mean Goodnight, um let me start all over.... Hi i'm Samantha well you can call me Sam, i'm from the house next door. I just thought that i would welcome you since your new here." Harry looks at her blank. I peek a little trying to get a glimpse of her presence. Right as i saw her i was struck by her flawless features, she was absolutely gorgeous, i actually felt a little jealous to be honest.
"Oh thank you i'm Harry" Harry pulls his hand out for her to shake. I feel my blood boil a bit, i knew that what i was about to do wasn't right but i just could just stand here.
"Oh hi, i'm Madison" i say pulling her hand off Harry, now shaking mine. She looks at me startled, and i give her a fake smile. "It's pretty late you know, so hm why did you say you were here?" i reject my breath crossing my arms.
"Well i made you some homemade cookies. I came this late because when i saw you moving in i knew i had to welcome you, then i had to make the cookies and wait until they're done. But anyways these are for you guys um hope you have a good night" she hands the plate which i grab from her.
"Awe how sweet!! Don't tell me what to do" i say slamming the door on her face. I turn around and Harry looks at me surprised. Yep, i knew it.
"What?" i ask though i knew why he was looking at me that way. I walk into the kitchen seeing everything, i look into cabinets for something to drink. Jackpot Hot Chocolate, Louis had bought some groceries before we came directly home. Where was Louis anyway? Probably sleeping.
"I was just wondering why you were so rude to that girl" Harry tells me sitting on the kitchen counter.
"What are you trying to say here? That i was being mean to that slut because i was jealous? Pffft, yeah right you dumbass" i say taking the hot milk out of the microwave.
"Nevermind" he says laughing slightly. "Can i have a cookie with some of the hot chocolate please?" i nod and he jumps off. "I'll go set a movie for us to watch, okay"
"KK" i finish the food, then walk to the family room, it was so large and looked very cozy. "Harry? Harry where are you at?" i ask placing the plate down.
"I'm here i'm here." he says coming in, he had some pillows and a blanket. "I went over to my room to grab these."
"Oo yay!! Movie night" i clap my hands.
Harry tells me the movie is about to begin, so i cuddle next to him. I lay my head on his shoulder, i could already imagine the type of movie he choose, most likely a horror movie. Even though i asked him to tell em the name he didn't give in, all he said was 'just wait and you'll see'.
"Psst... Maddie" Harry whispered through the middle of the movie.
"Yeah?" i ask not moving my eyes from the screen. I feel him shuffle a bit so i sit up, it looked like he was going to leave.
"I'm so happy i met you." i feel my eyes slowly closing sending me shivers. Harry covers me warming me up and i lay down covered by the blanket.
"Me too" i whisper with a small yawn. I could almost see his smiling with my eyes closed, this guy wasn't like those others.
Then i go out dark, falling deeply into sleep.
A/N: Hello, this was a long update!! You guys deserve it your comments and likes have made me so happy. Please keep doing it.
Qotd: Why do you believe Harry won't talk about his family? or answer Let's take a moment to realize that Maddie is so starting to get feelings for Harry, finally right? Well, even though she is scared to admit it.
