The Bodyguard (h.s)

Chapter 14: I don't understand

SORRY FOR THE LOOONG WAIT BABES. I'VE BEEN BUSY WITH WORK AND SCHOOL! But I promise I'll clear my schedule out for my books:)))

Maddie's POV

Harry had just told me that Jason was know dead. He didn't tell me why or how it happened, i just knew it did.

We were walking back to the house, i didn't feel in the mood of 'swimming' anymore. I honestly didn't know how i felt, i knew i felt relief in me though. But i also felt pain, i don't know why but i did. I knew i that i didn't have any feelings towards him but it still hurt to know he was now gone.

"Maddie, i didn't mean to ruin your day. I just knew i had to tell you, i thought you were gonna be able to feel safe around me now" Harry tells me as we we're walking back.

"I just can't believe he is gone. When did this happen?" i had so many questions, and i think i well deserved some answers.

"I was told not to tell you but i know i can trust you in a way." we reach the house and Harry pulls his phone out to check the time, 3:53pm. He slips it back in and i stand there waiting for his response.

"Well let's just say his death was planned out. About 10 days ago."

"Harry, did you know about this?"

"No, but in a way yes i did. They called me up telling me to come over to take cover because they were going to send Jason on a fake mission" Harry stops talking then looks at me.

"So Jason was killed by his own men?" I was not understanding anything, how did this happen.

"Indeed."

"That's horrible, i know Jason was a very bad person but he still had some nice in him. I hated him but to wish him death is remarkably wrong."

"Yeah i understand."

"Can you please tell me why he got killed? What did he do wrong, i thought the boss really liked him?" i ask.

"Well, Jason was a very dangerous man. I didn't know he was going to get killed, all i knew was that i was supposed to take care of you. Afterwards i found out Jason was sent to a fake mission, so he can soon get killed. Trust me Maddie if i would have known i wouldn't have agreed to it. Jason is one of my so called friend's"

"So this is all a lie? People aren't after me?"

"No that part is true, there are people still after you."

"But why if Jason is dead, why do they want me so bad, what do they need from me?" i breath heavily, Harry goes over to me walking into the house. We enter the house and Harry tells me to sit down.

"Maddie, you are very valuable to the people who are looking for you"

"But why? Please Harry i'm begging you, tell me why they are after me. You said that once Jason is killed i was able to be set free, and now your telling me that i can't leave? I'm so confused." I grab his hands in mine, i needed to know the truth.

He takes in a deep breath before speaking again. "You see Maddie, those mens are after you not because_" his voice gets cut off by his cellphone ringing. He looks down grabbing it, he checks the caller ID. "I'm sorry i have to take this"

He walks to the side, i couldn't really hear him. I sit on the tip of the couch just waiting until he was done. The minutes pass by and finally get up to see where Harry had gone.

"Harry where are you at?" i walk into the kitchen noticing he was gone. What? I jog outside and i see from afar his car leaving. I can't believe it, this jerk just left me here all alone and worried.

I feel the tears coming, wow this is the time where Louis would really be necessary. He would talk to me and tell me everything's alright. I roll my eyes going upstairs. Once i'm up there i try taking a peek into Louis room, just my luck, it was unlocked. I haven't been up here since forever.

I'm probably going to start balling my eyes out. I go over to his bed, and just sit. I end up laying down, just staring at the ceiling. Louis why did you leave me? Just then i see a white piece of paper in one of the far corners of the room. I make my way over grabbing the note, that had Louis perfect handwriting...

'Maddie sweetheart. I know you probably hate me by now, because i just left without saying goodbye. But things were out of my hands. I love you so much, i never really thought i would tell you this but i'm deeply in love with you, that's why it hurts me leaving you. Please don't be mad, you know i will alway be there for you. No matter where i'm at i will always be there. Maybe not physically but in your heart.'

The tears were streaming down my face, ohmygawd i can't believe he said her loved me. Even though i had come up with the conclusion that i didn't like Louis, that the only reason why i acted like that with him was because i had learned to appreciate him. He had helped me out through a lot, these past years and i loved him for that. I was basically crying because i never meant to hurt him, it felt horrible to know he loved me while i only loved him as a friend. At least that was what i tried telling myself.

"Louis i miss you so much!" i yell at the top of my lungs, i hug the note in my arms, my tears falling onto the paper. I sit there groaning onto the pain that i held in me.

I hear the front door open and i run downstairs to it. I stop my tracks seeing who it was, feeling my insides churn.

A/N: Okay so this is a small update pt2 is in next chapter okay?:) Comment if you would like Louis back in the story. Also follow me on instagram my page is princessharolds:) ifb fan accounts or if you tell me your from here i will follow back!