The Bodyguard (h.s)

Chapter 28: Midnight Memories

Harry's POV

*4 Days Later* (Period over)

"I'm so sorry, i just can't live with myself. I have to leave" says a distant voice behind me.

I turn around desperately trying to find the voice. "No please stay with me. You are so important, i need you in my life."

"Stop lying i am a disgrace, i'm the most horrible human being ever. I don't deserve to live, i don't think i will be able to live this life" i hear the voice again, but i couldn't spot it.

I was in a dark room, nothing but a small light in the far corner. The voice was so faint and so weak.

"Stop don't do this!!" i holler at the top of my lungs. But it was too late, i heard the trigger snap making it echo in my head repeatedly.

"PLEASE, STOP!" i jump up, my forehead wet and sweaty. I was shaking worse than a damn chiwawa.

I look around trying to spot where i was at. My bedroom. Pheww, this nightmare is killing me. I am never going to stop this nightmare from flowing in my head.

Before i knew it, i was running to Maddie's room. I knew i had to see her, i wanted to know if she was okay. I open the door in a small crack. I didn't want her to get freaked out or something. It's past midnight right now.

I tap on her shoulder slightly, and she lounges up.

"Mhm? Harry what are you doing here. What time is it?" she sits up immediately on her bed, turning her head lamp on.

"Are you hurt, is everything okay?" i ask my eyes worriedly looking at her sleepy face. 

"Yes i'm fine, what's wrong?"

"You said you'd always be there for me right.... 24/7?" i say trying to remind her.

"Yes of course... what happened?" i knew she was probably getting all confused.

"I ju...ust um uh,  i had a nightmare. A terrible flashback, i don't know it was all so horrible" i say running out of breathe. I let out a long sigh, my hands on my face wiping the sweat off. I can't help but let some tears fall into my hands.

"Oh but it's over now, no need to feel like this. It was just a terrible nightmare." she tries to peek into my eyes but i don't let her. I refused in her seeing me cry. "Harry it's okay to cry, sometimes that helps you know. It won't make you look like a lesser man." she rubs my back, then i turn to her.

"I think it's time for me to tell you about my life."

Maddie's POV

"I think it's time for me to tell you about my life." Harry tells me. I try not to look too surprised i didn't want him feeling uncomfortable.

"Yeah, yeah i'm here listening..." i put a pillow to his back and i rub his hands. He was so nervous/scared/ surprised that it really made me get afraid myself.

"Okay. Since i was a little boy, i always told myself i would be someone better. Better then my father who left us when i was 7. It all started when i was 17. I moved out and came to New York to study medicine, hoping i would help my mum in financial needs. I started working hard for 2 years until i started making the wrong friend's. I soon began to lack in my school work, sleeping late because i partied to much, until all my money went away, making me drop collage. One day, i got the news that my sister, yes i have a sister, she deeply sick. I went crazy knowing, i just threw away a life changing career. I started using drugs, drinking my problems away... disconnecting from my world, i was more ashamed then anything. I had no money, no house, no 'friend's' just me, myself and i sleeping in random streets." Harry stops to wipe some tears.

"It's okay honey, let it out" he sniffles some tears, making me spill some of my own. As hard as i tried to blink back the tears i couldn't. "You're doing great, see i didn't know that about you. I am very sorry to hear about your sister, and i'm also glad you finally had the strengths in telling me about your life."

"It's just so hard for me to talk about. All these years keeping it locked in my system. I'm finally letting it out." Harry's eyes were puffy and red.

"You don't know how privileged i feel knowing that you're telling me this. Like out of all people, you're telling me!" i tell him sniffling back the tears. "Look at us here we are crying like losers on my bed" i say making Harry crack a smile. "There you go, that's the handsome boy i admire. If you want to stop with the your story you can, no need to push yourself"

He takes in a deep breath before speaking, "Yeah i think that would be best. How about we go out tomorrow have a nice set up picnic?"

"That sounds great baby" i cooed with a small flirt.

"Thank you for listening" he whispers, putting a hair behind my ear.

"Of course i would listen to you. You know i would never leave you alone, you mean too much to me" we look into our eyes, starring back into his deep green orbs. "Don't ever think i won't listen to you because you have always been there for me, i'm going to do the same." i remind him scoldingly.

I get off the bed standing up, Harry joining me. I swing him into a hug, my arms around him warming him up.

"Mind if i stay?" he whispers into my ear. I nod, then pull away. I couldn't help but notice the somewhat tears him his cheekbones. I wipe them off with the sleeve of my sweater.

"Not at all, i don't want you getting nightmares all to yourself." i say. "Let's go get your you things" i pull his hand then walk into his room grabbing his pillow, he grabs his blanket and leaves the room by my side. We tiptoes to my room, not wanting to wake any of the guys up.

"Psst" i hear Harry whispered yell at me. I stop my tracks turning around.

"What?" i say a little rudely, i didn't mean it to come out that way though, poor Harry jumps up at the sound of my tone of voice.

"Oh um nevermind... i've already annoyed you too much for one night"he says. Dang it i screwed up again.

"No no c'mon tell me i'm all ears!"i turn around facing him.

"You sure?" he asks me, and i nod my head. "I'm kinda hungry..." he whines cutely.

"Actually, yeah me too."

"Do you want go grab some Mcdonalds?" he asks all of a sudden.

"Right now? It's 2 in the morning!!" i say cracking up not believing him.

"So??"

"Fine by me, let me go put some shoes on" i laugh then run to the room putting my boots on. Harry waiting for me downstairs. We jump into the car leaving to our destination. Wow... Midnight Memories.

A/N: So i told you guys that i wouldn't update until a got 80 hearts... an i did so this is another update.

Qotd: How do you feel about Harry finally telling him about his life? Her trusts her so much that he told her. Stay tuned because next chapter will explain more his 'nightmare'. Comment 'PLZ UPDATE' if your excited!!:)